My Angel. And My Devil.

Chapter Eight!

Mila

I told him. I actually told him. Fuck. I didn't think I could tell him after he betrayed me 5 years ago but I apparently can. I am currently crying in his arms because I didn't really actually mourn my sister I was just angry. Not sad or mourning or grieving I was just angry. Angry at the guys that did this, angry at the world for taking her away from me, angry at myself for being too stubborn to turn back, angry at the cops for not getting there quick enough, angry at the ambulance officers for not saving my sister. Angry at my parents for not noticing that we were missing, angry at my brothers for not calling the cops in time. I was plain angry at everything. But now 1 year later of just holding all the tears back and being so numb and emotionless has just been weighing me down that I've finally burst. I look at Alex's face and start crying again because he looks like he's the one in pain right now but he's not. Or maybe he is. I don't really know, Alex was ever the one to show his true emotions. Like me now. Well except for right now. I know he's telling me it's okay but I'm so focused on trying to breathe that I can't quite hear him properly.

" Baby, look at me. Please. "

I look up at him and he brings his hands to the side of my face wiping my tears away with the pad of his thumbs. He was always so gentle with me. Well not with sex. But that's different I enjoyed it rough. Okay my mind is going all over the place now.

" I want you to take a deep breath for me okay? Can you do that for me? " I nod and slowly take a deep breath like he said.

" Now I want you to hold your breath for 4 seconds. " I hold my breath for 4.

" Now exhale for another 4 seconds. " I follow his instructions and my breathing starts to slow down and return to its normal state. My heartbeat also starts to slow down, and now I can actually form a sentence.

" That's my girl. "

"Thank you. Really. I didn't think I'd actually need to tell someone but you proved me wrong. So thank you Alex. "

" It's okay. Any time Angel. "

" I missed you calling me that. "

"You did?"

" Yeah. It always gave me comfort. "

" Duly noted. "

I go to get up to get me a drink of water because I am thirsty as fuck because I've been crying into Alex's arms for like the past 40 minutes. But that's ruined when Alex grabs my waist and pulls me back down to him.

" What are you doing? I'm thirstyyy. "

" And? I'm lonely. "

" Bye. " I quickly get up and sprint downstairs to the kitchen where I run into Silas.

" Hey Midget. "

" Shut the fuck up. I'm not that short. "

I feel two strong arms come around my waist pulling me towards the big wall of muscle behind me.

" Angel you're 5 foot, that means you're short. " I launch my elbow back hitting him where it hurts for that snide comment. he kneels over holding his dick screeching in pain. Silas lets out the loudest laugh since Bray-lee died.

" Bro I wouldn't say that. I haven't got it yet because I'm nowhere near her right now and plus I'm sitting down as well so. "

" Fuck. Angel you're a demon. "

" I know. " I smirk walking to the cup cupboard to get me a cup. I hear Silas say something to Alex that makes me choke on my water.

" So you two fucking again? "