My Angel. And My Devil.

Chapter Four!

Mila-Rose

Well dinner was absolutely fucking shit. Cole was alright cause he was just checking up on me. But he should know the answer by now. And Silas, don't get me fucking started. He had the nerve to say it's unfair on them. Pfft as if. She was the one to die and not me. It was supposed to be me. But No! the fucking universe had to choose her. Ugh just thinking about her makes me want to cry. I've been crying a lot lately. But it's not sad crying it's numb crying or maybe it's both. Too tired holding the tears back I just let them out and continuously sob into my knees until there's a soft knock on the door but I don't answer I just continue sobbing until I feel nothing and fall asleep on the floor with my back against the door. 

I wake up 3 hours after to find myself on my bed and wonder how I got on my bed because last time I remembered was that I was crying with my back against the door. But then I look around and notice my bathroom door open. Fuck. I forgot to lock the bathroom door. But then I realised he could've just unlocked it. But I don't even know if he was the one to carry me to my bed. I'm not hundred percent sure if it was him that carried me to be though. I just brush the thought that he could've moved me, ugh the thought of him touching me gives me shivers. but who fucking cares, cause I sure as hell don't. Shaking away the thoughts I just previously thought and started to head towards the shower. I'm in the bathroom setting my clothes and rowel on the bathroom sink, when I feel my feet slipping on a puddle probably left there from fucking Cole when he used the shower last night. Fucking messy prick. Never mind that, I just slipped and it hurt like a bitch. I go to check out the damage and there is massive bruise in the side of my thigh. I must've smacked it on the side of the bath. I press my fingers on it and let out a grumble....

"Fuck! That hurts. "

Right when I say that Alex bursts into the bathroom. He must've heard me scream when I fell.

" shit are you alright? "

" Fuck no. now get the fuck out. "

" yea, that's not gonna happen. "

Alex takes like two steps towards me before he bends down and picks me up bridal style, he takes me to his room and sits me on the side of his bed. He's rummaging through his closet trying to find something, while he's doing that I take a look around his room and it's so like him. Dark grey walls, with his king sized placed in the middle with two very fancy bedside tables on each side. behind me is small little bookshelf and a little shelf as well holding plants and small other things that belong to him probably. And on the wall there's and small intricate design on the wall along with the shelves. I look in front of me and there's a little two seated couch with a coffee table in front of it, with a few books and what looks like reading glasses. He reads?! Wow never new Alex knew how to read. And speaking of, he reappears in the doorway of his closet, just casually standing there watching me. I was enjoying the silence, until he has to open his mouth,

" You like? " 

" No." 

" Angel, I know you do. This is the exact design you imagined my bedroom would look like when we were kids. " 

" I know. That's why I don't like it. " 

" Angel, I know you hate me right now. But you gotta know that I'm truly sorry for what happened that night. I didn't think you'd actually do it. well try. " 

" I don't hate you Alex, I never did. " 

I didn't know he thought that. I never hated him, even though I might come off I do, or I actually said it. But I don't actually hate him. I'm just still mad and stubborn. maybe I'm too harsh on him. I walk up to him and wrap my arms around his torso, giving him a hug. I feel him tense for a few seconds then he relaxes and finally puts his strong ass fucking arms around my shoulders. we stay like this for another 5 minutes until he's like squeezing the breath out of me. This reminds me of our childhood.

" okay okay. you can let go now. " 

" Haha yea no. I like this. " 

" Your'e killing me with these fucking muscles you have on your arms. " 

" Did you just admit I have muscles? " he says while arching a brow.

" Fuck no. Your arms are as puny as my dead cats legs. " 

" what no- " 

" See ya. It was nice talking to you teddy. " 

" no no no you don't get to leave so fast. I'm bored as fuck. so we're gonna watch a movie." 

" fine. But I'm picking. " 

" No you're not. you're gonna pick one of those fucking Disney movies. " 

" Fuck yes I am! " " Now come onnnnn. " 

I grab his hand and drag him over to his bed and push him down while I run down stairs to get the popcorn for the movie. And I know what exactly movies we'll be watching.

Cause the fucker hasn't seen any of the frozen movies so we're watching FROZENNN!

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A/N

Hey Peeps!

I know I know. I haven't updated in like a month. But I was on holiday okay? you can't blame meee.

And I know this is a short chapter but it's honestly the only thing I have so far.

Anywayss how was this chapter. Looks like Mila and Alex have made up. sorta.

hope you've had a good holiday if your at school again. but if not have a good one.

-A xx