Soulmates | bill kaulitz x m reader

✩ I Know ✩

January 1st 2008
It's been a week since what happened with bill we hadn't talked much hes always busy and I haven't seen him anywhere. Tom has been coming over more lately I think for Leo though but you know it's nice to see him I've paid him to tell me everything about bill since he's been distant. I heard a knock on the door "it's open" I yelled I was too lazy to get it I turned my head to see bill come in with Tom "omg hey Tom Leo's upstairs if you're here for her" I pointed at her door room he got in settling his stuff on the table "thanks y/n" he smiled at me bolting upstairs.

I could barely stand seeing bill so I ignored him "so you're not going to talk to me anymore" he said still standing in front of the door crossing his arms I looked over at him "don't give me that attitude when you know what you've done" I rolled my eyes. He stood there for a while glaring at me his eyes filled with anger, annoyance, and disappointment I haven't done anything to him so it did confuse me Tom and Leo came downstairs a few minutes later all sweaty and Leo's hair was messed up "what the fuck happened to you" they stood silent I finally realized what they were doing my eyes widened "NO FUCKING WAY YOU GUYS WERE GOING TO FUCK" I yelled out I was surprised to see Leo and Tom together "Well I mean I guess" Leo said glaring at bill Tom nodded his head going over to bill whispering something in his ear.

Bills pov
"Don't fuck this relationship you have with y/n you're going to regret it don't get together with Asher he's an asshole" Tom looked at me I nodded my head as I noticed y/n staring at me "give us a moment im trying to talk to him" Tom nodded his head "let's go upstairs" he gestured to leo so she can follow him she hesitated for a bit before nodding her head and running upstairs.

I sat down right next to him it was silent for a while "y/n im sorry for everything I've done do you forgive me" I gently grabbed his hand. He looked up at me his eyes showed a thousand emotions at once I gave him a warm smile "I love you and only you y/n today tomorrow forever.

Y/n's pov
I wanted to cry I didn't know if he was being serious or not I missed him and our relationship when we didn't fight or argue I still loved him "I love you too bill so so much like you genuinely don't understand how much you've helped me you were always there for me and losing you would be the end of the world for me please promise me you'll never leave me" I blurted out without thinking how corny I sounded I was surprised I even said that I quickly covered my mouth questioning why I said all that corny shit. He looked at me he looked surprised but happy he slowly smiled at me embracing me with a hug I hugged him back and for those few seconds it felt like nothing in the world matter but him.

His warmth comforted me I never wanted this to end "can I stay over your house tonight" he said laying his head on my shoulder I nodded my head. The day was slightly cold and it was windy snow was still on the floor but it was melting away slowly leo and tom came downstairs "alright lover boys let's go for a walk we need fresh air" Tom said clapping his hands we both nodded our heads grabbing our coats and keys I grabbed my skateboard and opened the door the cold crispy air hit my face it felt nice I walked out getting on my skateboard bill tried catching up with me but I was going a bit too fast.

I went over big bumps and landed all of them until I hit a tiny pebble and busted my ass I stayed on the floor thinking how I fell because of a tiny rock. I rubbed my head "what the fuck how is that possible" I got up patting the snow away from my pants "wow already falling for me again" bill giggled while helping me pat all the snow away.

"Shut up" I rolled my eyes "woah how did you fall bro it was a tiny rock" Tom snickered I squinted my eyes "fuck off like you can do better" I got my board and skated away.

Time skip 😋

It was 12:35 am me and bill were watching thirteen while cuddling he fell asleep on my chest I let him wear my basketball shorts and a random shirt his face is so pretty with amd without makeup I tucked a strand of his hair behind his ear before kissing him on his forehead I tried getting up without waking him but he tightened his grip around me "don't go please" he mumbled against my chest "but I want water im actually dying of thirst" I tried getting out his grip again "I'll make you less thirsty" he grabbed my hands pinning them above my head.

Bills pov
I placed my knees on either side of him and gently sat on his hips simply holding his hands above him the moonlight shined on his beautiful face I let go of his hands he touched up and down my torso kissing me "Damn, you're cold" I joked but It still felt nice he slowly nodded laughing a bit "You're freezing too but you're so fucking hot" he whispered in my ear my face started to burn up every time I still blushed no matter how many times he's said that "stop you know what you're doing" I kissed his cheek.

"Maybe" he winked at me before kissing me our kiss was passionate I loved how soft his lips were the sweet taste of his cherry chapstick he always used our hands were all over each others bodies he looked so handsome like this.

He broke the kiss "Ok for real now I'm going to get water" I got off of him sitting down on his bed "get me some water too please" I gave him a smile he nodded his head before walking out the door.

Y/n's pov
I headed to the kitchen to grab some water bottles as I went to my room I heard bill talking to someone my heart dropped down to my stomach I stood there trying to hear who it was I immediately knew it was Asher I put the water bottles on the floor walking in my room he looked at me ending the call "hey babe where's th-" he tried to play it off "get out of my room you lying piece of shit" he widened his eyes.

"Y/n what are you talking about are you okay" he asked me getting up from my bed "im fine but are you, seriously are you fucking mentally okay" he stood there for a bit "I'm fine why are you acting like this I apologized we were fine a minute ago" he put his head down slowly clenching his fist "yea well not anymore get the fuck out of my room" I raised my voice he looked up at me his eyes becoming red glistening with tears "you're crying I should be the one crying not you I have done nothing but love and support you I knew I shouldn't never fallen for you" I yelled I started walking back and forth.

It was silent for a bit until I heard Leo and Tom in the hallway I looked out my door "Tom you said he was just his friend why did you lie" i crossed my arms leo looked at Tom then me "wait what happened" she said slowly walking towards me "it's Asher again he's a fucking pathetic liar" I looked at bill raising my voice again I looked at Tom he looked disappointed and in disbelief "get your brother out of here Tom I can't even look at him" I walked away quickly from the hallway to the bathroom locking the door behind me.

I went to the sink turning on the water splashing it on my face I turned off the sink standing there rethinking our whole relationship I started bawling my eyes out everything was tuned out I only heard leo screaming I soon heard my moms footsteps in the hallway.

Screaming was all I heard that night nothing more I didn't want to be there anymore I don't know what I did to deserve this but maybe I really do deserve everything that's happened.

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A/N: sorry pooks for another sad chapter it's just builds up y/n's character later in the story trust it will end well for both y/n and bill ‼️‼️