Soulmates | bill kaulitz x m reader

✩ Bad Love ✩

A/N: Sorry for all the major time skips I've been doing lately I just don't know what to do if I write day to day since it'll all be similar 😭🙏ALSO WARNING THERE WILL BE MENTIONS OF SH/EATING DISORDERS

February 14 2008
It was Valentine's Day I had no one to hang out with Leo was going out with Tom my mom was working every one was busy I was all alone I got up i looked at the time it was 7:25 I was going to be late for school I did my usual routine and got changed I wore a baggy shirt with baggy sweatpants I brushed my hair and left the house.

Ever since that night everything has changed I haven't talked to bill maybe only once but that's it we were still together though which was confusing I had to see him at school everyday always all over Asher since he moved to our school recently.

I walked in the schools front door immediately putting on my headphones I looked around seeing everybody crowded in the yard I was curious to see what was happening I went over I saw Asher holding a sign I then saw bill walking in the yard he covered his mouth running over to Asher he dropped the sign I read it "you're the light of my life and I'll always love you forever will you be my valentine bill kaulitz??" I was going to laugh that was so corny.

"God this is pathetic" I mumbled under my breath I guess I was a little bit too loud though because some people turned their heads towards me I looked at them immediately bursting out in laughter now all the attention was on to me I couldn't stop laughing "oh god" I was on the floor at this point.

Asher came to me everybody moved out the way he kneeled down "don't try to ruin this for me and bill just because he doesn't want you" I stopped laughing and looked up at him "he's not a person you would like to date your acting like you're the only one" I smiled he stayed silent looking mad "whatever" he scoffed.

I got up since a teacher scolded everyone to go to their class I went to my first class it was boring like usual.

Time skip to lunch 😋

I sat down with Leo,Tom,Lana, and Kendrick "you're late" Tom said eating a fry from the tray "yea sorry the teacher kept everyone in the class since we needed to finish a lesson" I rolled my eyes "ohh you have Mr.Connor" Kendrick said while I nodded my head "that sucks" Lana said eating a burger "want some" she handed it to me i didn't feel hungry at all.

"Oh no thanks I ate breakfast already I'm still full" I gave her a slight smile.

Leo's pov
I saw y/n reject the food he only does this when his eating disorder gets bad "y/n you sure you don't want it at least have some of toms fries" I handed the fries over to him. He stared at it "no I'm good" I couldn't force him to eat so I passed the fries back to Tom.

Y/n had been eating less since that night he only stays in his room he's been wearing more bracelets lately im worried for him.

I whispered in toms ear "get your brother in check or we're over" I warned him I didn't want to be associated with the brother of the one who made y/n like this.

He looked at me his eyes kind of widen but he nodded his head.

Toms pov
I had to do something about it I got up excusing myself I went over to Asher's table where bill was at I grabbed bill by the arm dragging him off of Asher's arms.

"What are you doing" bill tried pulling away but it just made me tighten my grip more I dragged him into an empty hallway "go on then why are you playing with y/n's feelings" he looked at me shocked "what are you talking about I'm not" I crossed my arms "really you're seriously going to lie to my face because of you my girlfriend might break up with me because of your stupid behavior and y/n's not looking good at all so you better get your act right" I walked away looking back at my brother who was stunned.

Y/n's pov
I tuned out what everyone was saying I put on my hoodie and put tokio hotel I just wanted to hear bill singing his voice I missed him so much.

My wrist was sore the bracelets were making it hurt I looked at my wrist the bracelets covered in blood "I'll be right back" I got up going to the bathroom I immediately locked the door I went to the sink taking off the bracelets wincing in pain as each one grazed my wrist the cuts were throbbing I then heard a door open I didn't know anyone else was in there.

I turned around to see bill "fuck what did you do to yourself" he said pointing at my wrist.

"Nothing" I quickly turned around grabbing the bracelets "y/n look we need to talk" he said in a serious tone my heart dropped.

"About" I stopped moving "our relationship y/n it's not going to work out we need to break up" I never expected to hear those words not today not right now I turned around "ok bye" I tried not to sound desperate he looked shocked "wait what I thought you would beg for me to stay" I was disappointed "im not going to chase you bill if you want to leave fine just remember I was the only one there for you when you needed it I was the only fucking one where was everyone else when you needed them god you're so pathetic I was just to in love to realize that fuck you bill kaulitz" I shoved him out the way going out the bathroom tears filled my eyes.

I ran out the front doors heading straight to carters home I didn't care what my mom said I just didn't want to be there anymore.

I texted Leo

Y/n: I won't be home tonight tell mom not to wait for me.

Leo: wait why what happened are you okay where are you going to be staying at ??

Y/n: carters house and it's a long story I'll tell you later :).

I knocked on his door it was silent for a bit I thought nobody was home so I started walking away but as I was leaving the door opened.

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A/N: I feel bad for y/n 😭 #justice4y/n istg I be making my self sad with my chapters but hope you guys enjoy this one !! 😋