✩ Move on, Be Strong ✩

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"Move on im gone baby, im not coming back nah be strong you're wrong boy I'm not coming back id kill for you I'd die for you but I'm not coming back blood spilled for you I get high for you when your new man's fucking wack"

"Y/n is that you" I turned around I immediately smiled I haven't seen him since we broke up "oh my god hey Carter nice to see you" i ran to him embracing him with a hug he hugged me back I dug my head into his chest he was around bills height so he was tall.

"Y/n hey i missed you" he kissed my head unexpectedly "oh I'm so sorry I didn't mean to I was just used to doing that you know" I was stunned for a bit but smiled "it's ok don't worry can i come in please" I let go of him he nodded his head opening the door so I can enter "what brings you here y/n haven't seen you since you got together with that famous German guy right?" He asked leaning on the kitchen counter I looked at him for a bit.

I slowly nodded my head "yea well not anymore" I said almost in a whisper "oh I'm sorry I didn't know" he went over to hug me he ran his fingers through my hair not letting me go "thank you Carter I appreciate it" I mumbled against his chest.

He nodded his head looking down at me "want to watch a movie" he asked still hugging me "yea please" I almost immediately said.

Time Skip 😏

I woke up in carters arms I guess I fell asleep on top of him without noticing he was still awake watching my babysitters a vampire (ik this came out in 2011 just deal with it 😒) I sat up rubbing my eyes "what time is it" I yawned he looked over at the clock "um 7:30 why?" He looked over at me "no nothing just asking" I laid back down on his chest he started caressing my cheek I looked up at him his eyes looked seductive I got up I could feel his eyes follow my every move.

"What" I asked smiling "nothing just admiring you" he leaned closer to me our faces inches apart "you know you're so pretty y/n" he didn't let me respond before kissing me I was surprised but eventually kissed back.

We made out for a solid 4 minutes before I broke the kiss "what the fuck am I doing" I looked at him immediately covering my mouth "im so sorry I- I can't be doing this I'm going to go now" I got up running to the front door I got pulled back "y/n wait" I turned around "why are you leaving you liked it didn't you?" I opened my mouth but nothing came out I closed it looking down "I'm not going to force you to stay but you have to move on it's the only way you'll get through life" he let go of me smiling.

I nodded my head opening the front door.

Y/n: never mind I'm going home

Leo: oh okay see you at home then by the way there's food on the table for you

Y/n: I'm not hungry I ate with Carter

I lied again I didn't want to lie but I had to I didn't want anyone to noticed and treat me like I'm some fragile broken person who can't eat like regular people. I started walking home I was on my phone when I heard someone behind me I could feel their eyes following my every move I started sped walking I had 911 on dial just in case I eventually got home paranoid as fuck.

"Y/n hey" Leo walked over to me hugging me "hey what's up" she let go of me going over to the sink "nothing much mom got a mad for a bit but she calmed down are you okay" she asked I looked at her "yea I'm fine why?" "You look scared did something happen" I looked at the door then at my phone "oh um I thought someone was following me so I was a bit scared you know" I gulped down my saliva thinking about who could've been following me.

She nodded her head "ah makes sense but don't you think it was just an animal" she raised her eyebrow I thought for a second "oh yea maybe I guess I'm just paranoid" I shrugged my shoulders giving her a wonky smile.

She laughed "okay y/n goodnight im tired" I nodded my head waving at her she went to her room I sat down on the couch scrolling through my phone when I headed a knock on the door

I was confused so I went to the door looking through the peephole nobody was there.

"Huh that's strange" I said making sure the door was closed.

I sat back down on the couch taking more precaution looking around me once and a while  it was now 3 am I was too paranoid to even sleep I still had school I was definitely going to fall asleep in class.

Time was going by slowly I eventually calmed down I rested my head on the couch thinking about carter his soft lips felt nice I didn't know what got into me at that time I wasn't thinking he's my ex and I just got out of a relationship.

It felt so nice though I was so lost in thought I had forgotten about the person following me earlier I snapped out of trance when something rang the door bell my eyes widened "what the fuck" I got up and looked through the peephole again nothing I wanted to open the door but I didn't know what was outside.

I took a breath of air before being bold and opened the door.

The cold crisp air hit my face once I opened it I poked my head through the door frame.

I took a step forward walking outside slowly and carefully it didn't take long until I heard someone behind me I turned around.

Without being able to see who it was they knocked me out..

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A/N: Y/N GONNA GET KIDNAPPED Istg he stupid for going outside bru 🙅🏽

ALSO I GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW 🙁 IM WRITING AS FAST AS I CAN SO YOU GUYS CAN HAVE MORE CHAPTERS BEFORE I STOP UPLOADING FOR A BIT  🙏🏽

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ALSO I GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW 🙁 IM WRITING AS FAST AS I CAN SO YOU GUYS CAN HAVE MORE CHAPTERS BEFORE I STOP UPLOADING FOR A BIT  🙏🏽

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