Soulmates | bill kaulitz x m reader

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           "I turned around to see bill"

The warm sunlight was hitting his face he looked peaceful sleeping his pretty face was glowing his lips looked soft he was perfect I snapped out of the moment trying to remember anything from last night while trying to remember bill had woken up "hey y/n how did you sleep" "oh um yea sleep great" I couldn't make out any words at the moment as I was shocked that this wasn't a dream. I was wondering what had happened last night that made us sleep in the same bed "do you remember anything from last night" he asked me I looked at him he looked exhausted I was lost in thought that he eventually shook my shoulders I looked at him as he was still waiting in response "you don't have to remember anything it's nothing important" he said giving me a fake smile I was concerned and confused "why is he acting so different" "did I do something wrong" "what happened last night" I started to overthink I knew something went wrong last night I just couldn't remember. Tom soon knocked on the door yelling "YOU GUYS CANT FUCK ON THE BED" I walked to the door I was pissed off with Tom he wouldn't stop making stupid jokes about me and bill I opened the door to see him standing there while the others were laughing I punched him on the shoulder causing him to groan in pain "Tom shut the fuck up" I said rolling my eyes "do any of you guys remember anything from last night that made bill the way he is right now" Tom had gotten up while georg and gustav looked at each other with a stupid look. Gustav then walked up to me and sat me down I was scared I didn't know why everyone was acting like this all weird "you seriously don't remember y/n" Georg asked me with a dumb look on his face "no that's why I asked you dumbass" I was fed up with everyone for not telling me what was going on with bill or what had happened last night "well you see y/n we saw you sleeping on the tables last night while everyone was talking and bill tried waking you up he carried you to your bed but you kept resisting saying you were too tired for this and you didn't want to move you kept kicking and fighting you eventually said you hated bill" Tom said "we all knew you were joking though y/n" Georg added "but bill on the other hand didn't think it was a joke he was so hurt he just dropped you off on your bed" gustav said I started busting out of laughter bill had taken it to seriously I've always hated being woken up when I'm super comfortable "god that man has to be the dumbest but prettiest man I know" I laughed even harder now that explained everything to me I now knew why he was acting different I got up from the chair and started walking up the the room as I reaching to grab the door handle the door bursted open bill had a huge smile on his face "OMG Y/N I WAS SO SCARED YOU ACTUALLY MEANT IT" he ran towards me lifting me off the floor our faces were inches away from each others we stared into each other's eyes our lips were so close to each others I just wanted to kiss him. He placed me down on the floor again we had already arrived at the hotel we were staying at before we went to the airport later they all had a room but since I came last minute I had to share with one of them. I was still wearing the same clothes from yesterday so I was fine bill was panicking trying to find a outfit to wear everyone had gotten off nobody wanted to wait for him I wanted to leave obviously who wouldn't want to but since I was sharing a room with him I had to wait for him.

Time skip (★3★)

We were chilling in Tom's room since it's the biggest out of all of ours "we should go to the pool since we're bored" I suggested "yea y/n's right we should go" bill agreed with me we both went out the room to change after I got my swimming shorts I went into the bathroom I put my shorts on top off the toilet as I was taking off my shirt my back was facing the door I heard the door open I turned around to see bill blushing like crazy I wasn't muscular but I did have a bit of muscles and abs nothing too crazy "oh my god I'm sorry I thought you were done" he blurted out "it's ok bill I was going to be shirtless at the pool anyways" I giggled a bit

Bills pov*
He was shirtless he looked so beautiful how can someone look this beautiful I was losing my breath just by looking at him. I closed the door I sat down embarrassed for barging in the bathroom like that I felt bad he soon came out still shirtless I couldn't stop staring I felt like I was going into cardiac arrest. I thought today was a good day to tell him how I feel about him I've made it obvious but I wanted to pour out my heart to him I just didn't know when to tell him.

Y/n's pov
Everyone was already downstairs at the pool me and bill got there a bit late once we met up with everybody we all sat by the chairs chatting "so where are you guys touring to next" "oh uh we finished touring in Europe we only need the United States now" georg said "yeah yeah let's do something more fun now" Tom said with a smirk on his face he looked at everybody else they all had big smirks on their faces I was so confused until they all started grabbing me all together they threw me in the pool "GUYS WHAT THE FUCK I CANT SWIM WELL" I was drowning the only thing I could see was bills scared face before someone pulled me out it was Tom he put me down on the chair I was trying hard to catch my breath when I started shaking I was scared I couldn't breathe well tears started forming my eyes I couldn't stay still my heart started beating fast everything started spinning around me. I haven't had a panic attack in a while so this was an extremely bad one everyone tried calming me down it wasn't helping me though I wanted to be alone I ran up to the hotel room as fast as I could I sat down on the bed i was there for a bit while I was calming down bill came in "can I come in" "yea uh sure" he came in sitting next to me "I'm sorry for helping them I thought it would be funny I never knew you couldn't swim" "it's fine I never told you" I smiled at him I was still scared of the panic attack I had earlier I haven't had one that bad since the incident. Bill looked like he wanted to say something but couldn't say it "your my friend bill I can tell when something is holding you back you can always talk to me about anything you know that right" I reassured him "yeah I'm fine thanks y/n I'm just uh thinking about the tour" "you sure that what you really want to talk about" he looked at me with this scared look in his eyes he hesitated a bit.

Bills pov*
I was scared I might say something completely wrong I had already messed up once I couldn't mess up again "I...I love you y/n I know we haven't known each other for long but ever since I saw you in that crowd I was in love your style your personality everything about you I just think we would fit perfectly together you know I wanted to ask you if you wanted to be my boyfriend it's okay if not we can take things slowly I know it's probably not the right time right now but i just wanted to get it off my chest" I smiled at him trying to hide how scared I was he looked at me not saying anything.

Y/n's pov*
I was caught by surprise he asked me out we haven't known each other for a long time but we really had a connection together i felt safe with him I liked him I stared for a bit trying to process that this wasn't a dream "I like you too bill like a lot" I smiled at him "oh my god i was so scared you were going to reject me" he put his head on my chest I was glad we were something more than friends we always had been something more we just never said it I liked being able to call someone as pretty as him my boyfriend.

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I've been able to write this part sorry if you guys see anything that doesn't my sense or any spelling mistakes I wrote half of this at 3 am 😪