Cw// fluff, mention of hate comments, insecurities
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It was almost midnight.
It hadn't been long since wy got out of the shower after the really long day he had along with the other atz members. He was still standing in front of the fogged mirror inside the bathroom, looking at his own reflection where he had a white towel wrapped tightly around his waist and drops of water were slowly dripping down from the ends of his raven coloured long hair.
He turned to his sides a few times, carefully observing himself in the mirror before letting out a long sigh filled with so much sadness for the nth time that day. He closed his eyes briefly and shook his head to him self, turning back to return to his room.
He picked up his phone to check whether the message he sent before the shower was delivered to his loving boyfriend, San.
I missed you so, so much today. Hope I can hug you right now :(
The sadness took over his heart even more to see that the message had been sent, but not seen yet.
'Maybe he fell asleep already. It's okay. Today was really tiring for everyone afterall', he murmured to himself with a forced smile.
Wooyoung decided to type one last message for the day before finally going to bed.
Goodnight, Sanni. See you tomorrow. I love u so much, as always <3
After placing the phone on his night stand, trying to suppress the pain in his heart, Wooyoung walked towards his wardrobe. Even though there were so many comfortable clothes hanging inside the cupboard, he didn't feel like slipping into any of them. He felt as if none of them could make him feel warm regardless how comfortable they looked. That's when he noticed the ash colour hoodie he had placed carefully folded on one of the top racks.
He tip-toed to grab it and hugged it immediately afterwards. A genuine smile took over his face for the first time that day as he nuzzled into the familiar feel and the scent of the garment.
It was the hoodie Wooyoung had bought San a couple of months ago while he was shopping for himself. He wanted themselves to have matching clothes and was lucky for Wooyoung, San loved the idea as well. Ever since Wooyoung bought themselves the hoodies, they both loved wearing them whenever they sneaked out for small walks at night, hand in hand or going out for a meal at their favorite restaurant.
The day their company took the decision to split the members to live in different dorms instead of one, Wooyoung was the one to be shaken the most. Even though San hated the idea as well he tried to stay and act positive for the sake of his boyfriend, saying everything will be okay.
Things got worse for Wooyoung when he got to know that him and San didn't get chosen to share the same dorm. That is when Wooyoung decided to swap his hoodie with San's. So each of them will have something special that they could hold on to when they miss each other a little too much.
Even though they wished for such a day to not approach them...there it was.
After slipping into a matching pair of sweat pants, Wooyoung put on San's hoodie. It was too big for him with a length almost up to his knees and a hood that could easily cover up his whole face. But he loved it more than his own because it made him feel close to his home; his San. He wrapped his hands around himself and closed his eyes just where he was standing, trying to remember how warm San's hugs always felt.
"Wooyoung?", A slight knock on the door made the younger snap into reality.
"Ah- Come in hyung", he said in a small voice, knowing exactly who it was.
"You okay there? Did you eat what I bought you for dinner?", Hongjoong asked being the caring older brother he was.
"Y-yes hyung. I did. Thank you", Wooyoung walked towards the older boy and hugged him, trying to secretly wipe away the tears that welled up in his eyes thinking about his lover.
