You lay there in your bed. You feel like your heart has been shattered into a million pieces. Your mind is racing. They guy you thought was your forever broke you and you have to still see him daily/weekly. You didn't know how you could possibly do that. What will the boys say? What will your fans say? The thoughts spun round in your head causing you to feel more and more anxious and upset.
*knock knock*
Silence.
?: Y/N open the door
Silence.
?: We just want to make sure you're okay. We heard everything (they said in a sympathetic tone)
You drag yourself up from your bed and slump over to the door which you unlock and then return to your bed. You sat there with mascara stained cheeks and red puffy eyes looking completely broken. You look at the boys who had nothing but concern in their eyes. Everyone stood there in silence. You muster up the energy to speak.
Y/N: So you heard?
The boys look between themselves
Vik: Yeah we did... we are so sorry y/n. We thought maybe you could take a little break for yourself and then we can see what we will do moving forward from this.
The boys looked between vik and you.
Y/N: ok... I'm just gonna go to bed guys
They leave your room reluctantly and you quickly lock your door and return to bed. With no intentions of opening that door again for a while.
You lay down and all you can think about is if everything was a lie. You thought so much you cried yourself to sleep.
Days went by and you just lay there as the world carried on you staying in this constant state of brokenness. The boys would knock and leave food by your door but you just wanted to be left alone. You either lay there staring at the ceiling or slept the day away.
————————-Time Skip ——————————
Today you woke up and decided that you would try making yourself feel better. You missed your fans and you missed hanging out with the boys. You got into the shower and began to feel a little better. You threw on a cute outfit and message Ethan. You would normally message Freya or Gee but they had gotten close to Talia and you didn't want to get in the middle of that.
Outfit:
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Y/N: hey I was wondering if you wanted to hang out today?
Ethan: Y/N! Yes of course I'll come get you. You feeling better?
Y/N: I'll make sure I'm ready. And yeah I am 🙂
You wait for the text off Ethan to say he is outside. You decided to go for food. While out for food you get stopped by alot of fans. Some wanted a quick picture others where asking questions about Simon. You just had to smile and pretend everything was okay. You had no idea what you where going to tell them. Simon hurt you but you didn't want him getting hate. You need to talk to him and see what's best to do.
