Kazuscara • Alongside you

Chapter 12 • Retrying, rebirth, teleportation...

Context: Scaramouche POV, he recently, in chapter 10, met with two suspicious and peculiar individuals and saw he was left ashore on an unknown land he'd never seen. Where is he? Who are these people? Why is it so DAMN cold? Scaramouche is still 16 but there will be a huge time skip at the middle of the chapter, bringing him to 28 years old. Have a fun time reading!

⚠️ANGST WARNING⚠️
Skip these parts if sad and angsty topics make you uncomfortable or just aren't your thing, just beware you might miss a bit of lore!
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Angst includes: saying one has no worth, mentions of wanting to kill oneself, excruciating pain, mental break down, mentions of torture
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The angst parts have been marked from beginning to end. Where angst starts, it marked with 💔💔💔 and where it ends it has ❤️❤️❤️. You have been warned!

Kunkuzushi pov:

"Well well, what might we have found here~?" Said the teal haired man. The red-head soon replying "I think we might have found a new harbinger.." he said, grinning mischievously..

Those were the last few things I could hear before falling back unconscious, face falling right in the fluffy white snow under me. I could feel getting picked up and that was all I remembered... until

Maybe hours later, who knows... I lost complete track of time... I was in a weird concrete cellar... there weren't any lights, only bars that could give a brief view of outside, showing a blank white scenery with lots of mountains... one thing for sure: I wasn't in Inazuma anymore. I don't know if that was a good thing or not, but honestly, I couldn't care less. All I cared about right now is...

WHY IS IT SO DAMN COLD HERE?!?!

My hands were wrapped around my legs and I tried to rub them quickly to create friction and thus spark a bit of warmth but it didn't help. This sub zero climate was giving me chills on my puppet skin.. my hair was still long, reaching bellow my knees. I grabbed it and put it over my arms, hoping for it to maybe warm me up..

After maybe hours on hours of waiting in the dirty, gross and isolated cellar, my skin grew pale and my eyes were getting droopy, next thing I knew, I had passed out.

Angst starts here💔💔💔
Memories of the past, my happy life with my new "friends" and Kazuha, all flashed before me, bringing some sort of weird warmth to my heart, almost sparking a smile on my face. That is when everything shattered. All those memories were like mirrors to the past that had been dropped to the floor and stepped on. Cracked and broken into a million pieces. The three simple yet so so cruel and so god damned heart breaking words "You failed me" resonated and echoed in every shard of the broken mirror of happy memories. I tried to cover my ears, to stop hearing her but the voice just went right past my hands and rang in my head so loudly... tears welled up in my eyes and I just couldn't stop crying and sobbing like a fucking weakling.... I fell to the ground and curled up into a ball, scratching my arms, almost peeling my skin off, the tears falling out my eyes only falling and falling, making a puddle under me and soaking my clothing.

It hurts... it hurts... it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS ITHURTSITHURTSITHURTSITHURTSITHURTS

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT STOP IT!!! STOP THE PAIN.....

JUST KILL ME ALREADY KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILLMEKILLMEKILLMEKILLME