Tom and Mattheo riddle • reader

03||my mess

•3 days later•

"what's up with you these past few days"theo ask me "nothing is up with me"i say "if you say so"theo says "I'm going back to my dorm"I say and get up from the chair and head towards the dorm

"hey y/n"pensy says to me "hi pensy"i said "why did you leave common room?"she ask me "because I'm sleepy" I answer her question and I put on my pajamas and lay down to sleep "good night" pensy says "good night" to me I say back to her,I woke up around 02:05 im the morning something didn't let me sleep,I got out of bed and tried not to wake Pensy,I put on my slippers and left the room and went outside it didn't rain anymore because it just rained all day I sat down on a small bench and looked into the distance and stared into the pitch black,but suddenly something lit up in the darkness,it attracted me to go towards it,I got up from the bench and went towards it,I followed it all the way to the forbidden forest when I stopped at one place,I heard some voices "you will die" I turned around and saw who it was,but there was no one and again some voice "we are coming for you y/l/n" then I thought "who is that?"I asked,but nothing I turned around once more and I didn't see anything I took out my wand and said "Lomos"I shined a light in front of my face and when I looked up I saw him,Tom Riddle I screamed because I was scared and started to run backwards but I couldn't move something stopped me from doing that,I turned my head a little to see who it was that stopped me from doing that and it waw Mattheo "what do you want from me?"I ask them "you're not real" I say "of course we're real darling" Tom says to me"you can't be I killed you"I say "but you didn't" Mattheo says I started to shake because it's cold and I'm afraid then Mattheo let me go and I started to run towards the hogwarts as fast as I could run and then I tripped over something and fell to the ground I slowly got up from the ground and when I looked up I saw Voldemort I couldn't scream or speak I just stood like a statue and then he was no longer in front of me, only the darkness he somehow disappeared and I started to run again out of fear,I arrived at the hogwarts and hoped that no one would see me,I returned to the dorm and sat on my bed and looked at the time and it was 4:10 a.m. I was in the forest for two hours and Pensy didn't know if I went anywhere and I won't tell her

•Sunday•

i got out of bed i hardly fell asleep after what happened in the forest 4 ago every time i closed my eyes i always saw tom,mattheo and voldemort and I won't tell anyone about my special powers, only Tom, Mattheo and Pensy know,no one else,but if something happens I can and I'll be ready for it so today I'm going to try and control my powers, because they know sometimes I get out of control, specially my fire  power i never knew how to control them it always ended badly when lord voldemort killed my parents because they betrayed him and i was only 10 years old and i'm still looking for revenge which he will get

I went outside and started walking towards the forbidden forest, because no one will find me there, and if something happens no one will see me I am totally alone in the forest which I am very afraid of after what happened last night but i don't care

I started to play with my powers but then I hear some voices in my head and I saw Voldemort in front of me he stared talking
"no one loves you y/n"
"you're so weak"
"Pensy works behind your back" "everyone will let you down"
"your parents never loved you y/n" I've had enough "shut up" I say "they deserved to die" Voldemort says to me "SHUT UP" I broke through because I'm angry and all of a sudden everything around me was on fire and Voldemort was no longer anywhere near me he he's messing with my head but he won't let go so easily,I won't let him go,the fire was spreading and spreading,I tried to reduce it,but I could barely "you can do it Y/n" I heard my mother in my head "we believe in you" my dad and that fire returned and decreased and everything returned to normal I fell to my knees after that I heard someone running towards me "Y/N, are you okey?"I hear pensy "yeah im fine"i say and I got up "what happened here?"she asked me "I don't know,that's why I came to see,I saw a big flame and I started running towards it and when I came I fell over and then the fire disappeared" I started to tell lies because I certainly won't tell her that I saw Voldemort in front of me "okay"she said "let's go beck"she said "yeah let's go beck"i said and we started to go back towards hogwarts

when we got back we sat down on the bench and talked a bit but the whole time I kept going back to what Voldemort said "everyone will let you down" and every time I think about it but I can't believe someone who killed my parents but what if it is he true and what if someone really stabs me in the back now the problem is i can't trust anyone not even my best friend