Chapter 5:
Valerie's P.O.V
I stood there not able to move. I tapped on the mic "hello?" I said into it, i took another deep breath "I'm Valerie, Valerie Morez" the principal gestured me to continue, i gave her a small nod and cleared my throat.
"I'm here today to tell you about my life. I kept it as a secret for a quite long now, i kept everything stored in my heart." I said looking into the crowd of students and parents. "I know many of you might think of me as an attention seeker but i swear i'm not."
"Here goes nothing" i muttered into the mic. "As you can see last night 2 girls thought i'm living a perfect life, you'll get to know who these 2 girls are while i'm rabbling about my life.... You can sleep if you want" i muttered the last part which made some people laugh.
I smiled.
I smiled so hard that my face was gonna crack in half.
Sadly, it was a fake smile.
"My mom... Well that's not how it all started.... It all started with the bullying i received at school, it all started when i became a teenager, when zits showed up as if they were that random person that jumps into your dream" i received a chuckle from everyone.
Those laughs will increase, the hate will increase... "Oh god"
"My mom died a few days ago, she suffered from cancer, she never told me she did though. I found out from my dad. I've been asking her for months if anything's wrong she never replied. She had lung cancer, because of smoking. I never noticed it, well because her hair never fell, which is because she never used chemical treatments" tears started to form as i heard Sara make fun of me. I sighed. "I got
kidnapped, and you could never guess by who. My father. The person i never thought would do such thing to me. The person i trusted. He kidnapped me the day my mum died. The day i met Elizabeth. When the teacher asked me if anything's wrong during the class it's
because i received a text from dad saying you're dead. I thought he was kidding but no he never was. Elizabeth came back to my flat" i got interrupted by someone "I LOVE YOUR ACCENT!" From the voice and accent i could tell it was niall, somehow i managed to smile through my tears. I mouthed a thank you to him. "IRISH ACCENTS ARE THE BEST!" He shouted again. Nobody noticed it was him since he was in disguise.
"Anyway, i felt someone chloroform me with a filthy cloth, i tried to scream but there was no use. I woke up a few hours later or maybe a day, i heard girls shouting please don't rape me and stuff like that.
My dad told me he kidnapped me because my mum died. He used me. That filthy rat used me. Tara and audrey are girls i met there. We escaped together, they weren't virgins anymore. It killed me to think that my dad is a kidnapping rapist. It killed me even more to call him dad. How can i have a perfect life? We left 2 girls back there suffering. And i'm sure i'm god damn sure my dad is still out there looking for me. After escaping We went to tara's friend's house which happened to be
One direction's house" well nobody yelled because nobody liked them at school but one girl Jaii, she started Fangirling when I said that, i smiled at her reaction. The others just don't like them or pretend as if they don't because guys in my school don't date directioners or shall i say fans of one direction.
"Don't ask how but they rented it after her friend left. Let's skip this thing. I didn't want them to know about my dad but one of the girls told them, not mentioning names though. I ran out of the house and into a cab. Which harry followed me in. I wanted to go home and get my stuff, i told the boys i'm being a burden and whatever. So let's skip this one too.
How can you say i have a perfect life? How can my life be perfect if i sleep daily on a wet pillow, if i look at my reflection that showed my curves. How can i be happy if i cut? If i'm ugly? If i'm a boring brunette that is hopeless about love. I watch my mascara run daily, i apply a lot of makeup just to impress others. Yes i am happy to be a virgin. But hell no i'm not happy to have a dead mother, curvy body and an ugly face. I'm not happy to have a Kidnapping rapist as a dad. You think i'm happy? One more thing i get bullied at school,
for being natural, for not having my boobs hanging out of my shirt! I'm not happy, and if you think i am think again. Think how you would feel if you were kidnapped by your own father, if you lost your best friend AGAIN! For the second time i've lost Elizabeth, how would you feel if you got bullied? Had a dead mum? A kidnapping rapist as a- as a" tears now streaming really fast "father" i stuttered breaking down onto the ground.
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I woke up in the bed niall and i almost shared last night, a wet pillow. I sighed as i got up. "Shhh stay stay" niall cooed.
"Did they laugh at me?" I asked him "no nobody did, as a proof, when you fainted everyone ran to you but that girl sandy- no -sal wait no! Oh yeah--" "Sarah?" I asked chuckling....
We got closer and closer, as soon as i laid my lips on his, someone hit him on the head, made him fall to the ground unconscious.... Which also happened to me... But i was able to scream one person's name who i believed would help "HAAAAARRRRYYYYYY!!!" And then i let the darkness take over me once again.
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