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Chapter 15:
Valerie's P.O.V:
*earlier*
"NO TIME FOR JOKES VALERIE!" Louis yelled. I raised one of my eyebrows. "ZAYN'S GONE!" Josh explained.
Wow...
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Valerie's P.O.V:
*present*
"WHAT?" I gasped, getting up. Harry laid down and niall scrolled through some tweets. "I'll find him" i ran out of the room and down the stairs.
I looked back, no one followed. I sighed heavily, i stumbled up the stairs. "Aren't you coming?" I asked. They all shook their heads. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY NO?" I yelled.
"HE'S YOUR BEST FRIEND FOR FLACK'S SAKE GUYS!" I literally pulled my hair.
"WE NEED TO FIND HIM" i shook josh.
No reply.
"MAY KARMA GET YOU!" I yelled crying, as i ran down the stairs. I stormed out of the house. I put my shoes on jumping on one foot at a time.
"ZAYN!" I yelled. "ZAYN?" I kept on shouting as i ran. 20 minutes have passed and i still couldn't find him. I got tired of running so i walked.
I took out my phone. 23 missed calls, 5 messages & 2 voicemails.
I checked the voicemails first.
"I still love you" i heard zayn say.
I checked the other one.
"I really do"
I opened the texts.
"It's for the best" i read the first one & felt tears fall down my cheeks. I fell to the ground as i cried. I didn't want to read the rest, instead i thought of texting back.
"A few cuts will make things better, dw" i let my thumb explore the screen as i touched the send button.
Raindrops started to land on my bare skin. I was wearing shorts, a tank top & supras.
I got up and shoved my phone into my back pocket. I jogged my way home yelling zayn's name now and then.
"Hey val-" "NIALL WILL BE SLEEPING WITH HARRY! THE KEY TO THE ROOM IS ON THE BEDSIDE TABLE!" liam yelled, interrupting one of the lads.
i stormed into my room. I grabbed the guitar and locked myself in the bathroom, which was inside the room. i kicked my shoes off, taking my socks off too.
I started to strum & soon enough started singing.
Niall's P.O.V:
We all ran up behind Valerie & started to listen as she strummed the guitar strings. We listened closely & soon enough she was singing.
'The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.'
(Why- secondhand serenade)
I sighed as we all went downstairs & started to discuss the fact that she might harm herself. I must find zayn, not because i want to or anything. I have to, it's for Valerie's own good.
Valerie's P.O.V:
The song explained it perfectly. I need to find zayn. I went out of the bathroom and put the guitar carefully on niall's bed. I went & locked the door first taking the key off the bedside table. I laid down on my own bed & started to cry my eyes out.
He kidnapped me yet i care so much. Why? Because i love him. Yes i do. 'NO NO I DON'T HE KIDNAPPED ME!' I thought to myself. But there was this voice at the back of my head that whispered 'you still love him'.
I kept on crying & crying. I ran to the bathroom & puked my guts out. I brushed my teeth after flushing the toilet which happened after i puked my intestines out.
I went downstairs, & into the kitchen.
"How are you?" Liam asked as i headed upstairs with the cup of water in my hand. I was too disgusted to reply. They bailed on him. I pointed at my throat showing that i can't talk.
I went upstairs and to my room.
I placed the cup of water on the table as i locked the door. Again.
The cup of water slipped & crashed on the ground. Tiny pieces of glass hit my foot. I yelped in pain, as i closed my eyes tightly. I sat down, my wet body resting on the bedside. I grabbed a piece of glass and held it close to my wrist.
I shut my eyes tightly & chewed on my lower lip. I let out a tear as i ran the piece of glass on my arm.
I heard the doorbell ring a few times. I somehow got scared i don't know why.
A/N: thank you all for the votes & comments have i mentioned i love you? I really do! You can kik me on aya__horan (2 underscores) at anytime. I'm so happy lou met his real dad :')
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