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He pulled out, & smiled at me. "I love you, val" i smiled back & said "too la-" "WHAT.THE.HELL?" I looked over there to see Niall, my fiancé.
"Kissing?" He ran out.. </U>
<B> Current Chapter
Niall's POV </B>
I ran down the hall, & into my room, i slammed the door shut, & slid down the door, i got my knees as close as possible to my chest, i hugged them tight, i dug my face in between & cried. How weak of a guy.
One part of me said <I> he forced her </I> but the other said <I> she was tugging at his curls, she liked it. She hates you.... </I>
My best mate just did that to me, with my fiancé. He's such an-
"Niall, please!" I heard a weak voice interrupt my thoughts. I didn't want to open the door & see her. I know i'll feel weak & tell her it's okay, i don't want that.
"Niall?" "Open up" she kept on shouting. <I> "i love you" </I> she cried. "Lies" i shouted, i got up & wiped the tears away. "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?" I shouted as i flung the door open.
"I can explain." "No, no you can't!" "Niall i'm sorry" she stuttered.
"Sorry can't fix the fact that you kissed him, sorry can't fix the fact that my only love cheated on me, lied to me & used me. It just can't fix it. You don't know how much it hurts." I yelled at her. I took off my ring & handed it to her, "give it to harry, he might need it"
"Niall." She cried. "NO VALERIE, NO!" I yelled at her. "Harry" i snarled "I'LL KILL HIM I SWEAR" i pushed her out of my way. "IT'S MY FAULT!" She cried.
I ran into each & every room, nowhere to be found. I went down the stairs, they were all there in a small group.
"GET OUT OF MY WAY!" I yelled, they all looked at me; SHOCKED.
"I.SAID.MOVE." I said between gritted teeth. "No, LEAVE HIM ALONE!" Valerie shouted.
"What's going on?" Liam asked, standing in front of harry. I pushed them out of my way, i held harry by the neck & raised him up. They tried pulling me, but they failed.
"GUYS, LEAVE HIM ALONE UNLESS IF YOU WANT TO DIE!" Zayn yelled at them.
"HE'LL HURT YOU!" He continued.
I lifted my left arm, & punched him square in the face, revealing blood. "NIALL NO!" Valerie shouted. "MATE! YOU'RE GONNA KILL HIM!" Liam shouted, "exactly." I spoke, "he deserves this" harry brought his hands & put them on my hand, i squeezed on his neck one more time, & let him fall to the ground.
I kicked him 3 times in the ribs, "you" kick "are" kick "dead" i spat at him & punched him, louis pulled me & said "what did he do?" I looked into his orbs & said, "i gotta go"
"Where?" Louis asked as i opened the door, "tara's last time i checked she was hot" i winked & left.
<B> Valeri's POV: </B>
I ran up to my room, i grabbed my keys, my wallet, 2 shirts, jeans, socks, & put them into my backpack, i grabbed my guitar, i put on a snapback, & a hoodie & went down.
"Where are you going?" Liam asked me looking at my guitar & backpack while cleaning harry's cuts. "I formed enough trouble." & with that i left.
<B> Zayn's POV: </B>
One day since the fight, still no niall nor valerie, "is he ok?" I asked liam as he came down the stairs, "much better" he grinned, proudly.
"I'll be back" i said & grabbed a guitar. "I promise" i continued, & stormed out.
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I sat on a sidewalk & started to think, <I> 'does Valerie deserve me?' 'Is she the one?' 'Will harry or niall hate me if we dated?' if.... </I> Urgh.
I grabbed the guitar, i was happy i wasn't mobbed by fans, <I> it's 4 in the morning, idiot. </I> a voice in my head said.
I strummed the guitar strings & sang.
<I> I tried to walk together
But the night was growing dark
Thought you were beside me
But I reached and you were gone
Sometimes I hear you calling
From some lost and distant shore
I hear you crying softly for the way it was before </I>
The fact that valerie cuts, kills me.
& the fact that she can't be mine, tortures me.
<I> Where are you now?
Are you lost?
Will I find you again?
Are you alone?
Are you afraid?
Are you searching for me?
Why did you go? I had to stay
Now I'm reaching for you
Will you wait? will you wait?
Will I see you again?
You took it with you when you left
These scars are just a trace
Now it wanders lost and wounded
This heart that I misplaced
Where are you now?
Are you lost?
Will I find you again?
Are you alone?
Are you afraid?
Are you searching for me?
Why did you go? I had to stay
Now I'm reaching for you
Will you wait? will you wait?
Will I see you again? </I>
<B> (hymn for the missing-red)
Valerie's POV: </B>
"For rent" i murmured as i looked at the flyer "one roommate" it said, i went into the building & to the second floor where the apartment is.
The door was slightly open, i knocked. No answer, "hello?" I called as i entered, still no answer.
I walked in the long hallway, i saw a tall blonde guy, over a girl. Making out, i shuddered.
"I love you, tara" i heard the irish accent say. I let out a soft sob, i was trying so hard to cover.
"Valerie?" Niall & tara said in sync.
"What are you doing here?" He asked, fixing his messy hair, getting off the couch.
"i hate you" i cried.
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