Chapter 16:
Valerie's P.O.V:
*earlier*
I shut my eyes tightly & chewed on my lower lip. I let out a tear as i ran the piece of glass on my arm.
I heard the doorbell ring a few times. I somehow got scared i don't know why.
**present**
I didn't bother getting up. 'But what if it's zayn' a voice in my head said.
"AAAAAAAAAAHHHH!" I heard an ear piercing scream. I was too tired to get up. I was sick. I didn't want to move. All i thought of was, him. Zayn.
"WAIT NO!" Louis yelled.
I stared at the blood streaming down my arm, then i looked down at my now-almost-dry body. I sighed heavily. I got up and placed some tissue on the cuts.
I dried them off & made my way to the bathroom. I washed the fresh cuts. "This will only hurt a little" i heard zayn's calming voice say in my head. memories started to flood back.
*FLASHBACK*
3rd day, at zayn's house..
I let the blood stream slowly down my arm. I gasped as i heard footsteps, getting louder & louder. "VALERIE!!" Zayn shouted at the sight of the blood.
"I can help" he offered me his hand. I flinched. "Valerie please" he pleaded. I looked up into his light & bright eyes, that were showing me how protective he is.
I took his hand & got up. I winced as i thought of the fact that i even cut my stomach by mistake.
"Are you okay?" He asked worried. I shook my head in disagreement. He put an arm around my waist protectively may i add.
We made our way to the bathroom. He turned the faucet on. "This will only hurt a little" he assured. "You'll be fine" he added, as he let the hot water wash away the pain, by adding more of it.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
I ran a hand under my shirt over the scar that i caused that day.
"Valerie?" I heard a husky voice shout from behind the door. "Are you alright?" The irish lad shouted.
I went out of the bathroom and put one of zayn's hoodies over me, he gave it to me when we went shopping once. I smiled at the memory.
I dried my legs with the towel & put on some denim jeans. I raised my hair in a ponytail. I went back to the bathroom and washed my face raising the sleeves up.
I dried my face & went out of the bathroom. I covered my cut-full arm. I unlocked the door, & passed by the lads running down the stairs.
"Where are you going?" Asked josh, cocking an eyebrow.
"To find him" i spoke sternly.
A/N: sorry, just a filler. I hate fillers. But NOE? Niall + zoe welhan. On twitter search niall, 'niall & zoe kissing' 'niall hickey' will show up. I cried so hard, i still am. I'm a niall girl btw. From the very beginning... I love you.