Too Much Happened. (Greys Anatomy FanFic)

The Lies

Izzies POV
I can't tell him. Or Mer. They will just worry. Why did I have to say pregnant? I could've just said a check up. Damn!
"Can I help you?" A red haired nurse came.
"Hi I'm Izzie Stevens I came for my medication."
"For?" Se clicked ok the computer a few times.
"Cancer." I mumbled.
"OK if you could wait right over there and a nurse will bring it over for you!" She smiled, but it wasn't a genuine one. It was a sympathetic one. A 'sorry you are dying' one. The crap one.
"OK hey I have meds here but I think the name is wrong?" I watched as she walked out. Still as strong looking as ever.
"Oh no she's sitting over there." the nurse looked at the label and pointed over. Why the hell does she have them anyway?
"Izzie?" Cristina walked over to me as I stood up.
"Don't tell Mer or Alex! If they ask I'm pregnant!" I grabbed the bag but she stopped me from going off.
"Wait! Are you pregnant?" She asked her brows furrowed.
"No! I mean yes! Look if they ask I'm pregnant OK! Goodbye Cristina!" I stormed off leaving her puzzled. Why must I be such a bitch? Guess it's the cancer.
I walk around the corner and I'm about to leave when Cristina steps in front of me.
"No way in hell are you leaving!" She whispered to me and dragged me to the nearest stairwell.
"What the hell?" I moan, I notice we are near the top floor.
"You can't jut run off after telling me that!"
"Look I'm fine. I'm getting better. It came back. I started seeing Alex everywhere. Then Mer, you and even Burke! I cracked when I saw George. I saw him at a bus stop across the street then a bus passed and he was gone." The words almost spilled out my mouth. I didn't mean to share so much.
"Iz, why didn't you just tell them?"
"Cause I couldn't handle anymore pity looks, especially not from them. I also didn't want to put Alex through that again. So I told her I was pregnant and he heard."
"I need you to update me. Once a week. Tell me if it gets better or worse. OK?" Her eyes filled with sorrow. I slowly shook my head. I can't e attached to here.
"Fine then I'll tell Alex! Might even tell Mer." she looked at me her eyes almost begging me, but a voice from below made us jump.
"No need." We whipped our heads to see the two of them standing at the bottom of the flight of stairs, staring. Alex's jaw was clenched and his eyes red, he'd been crying. I shocked myself by knowing that straight away. Anyone else wouldn't have noticed such things because he hid them well. Meredith was different. Her eyes were empty. She showed no emotion. No fear, no hurt, no sadness, not even sympathy. They were empty.
"I want updated too, you know." She stared at me, still blank. She was always one to hide emotions well. I looked from Meredith to Cristina. Meredith, Cristina, Meredith, Cristina. I slowly nodded this time, speechless. It was then I turned to look at Alex. He wasn't looking at my face. He was looking up and down my body. His face pale, like he'd seen a ghost.
"Alex?" It came out so soft, so quiet, I wasn't sure he'd heard it. What happened next I didn't expect. He ran up the few steps between us and hugged me. Tight. Nothing was said as he pulled back. He just simply looked in my eyes and held me at arms length away, his hands on my shoulders.
I knew what he was saying. It's almost if I could hear his words in my head.
Take care of yourself.
He then ran back out the door leaving me, Meredith and Cristina alone.
"I'll let you know" I spoke quietly before running down each flight until I got to the bottom, and left.

Short but I hadn't updated in a while so felt bad! Will be able to write more soon, once summer starts, so hopefully it will get better! Remember to vote share and please comment guys! It would mean a lot! Thanks!

(Also didn't proof read so sorry for any mistakes!)

Teddy

UPDATED:09•06•15