A/N: I'm still alive. Wow this book got a lot more attention recently! Loving all the support thus far thanks for enjoying this! In return for my sabbatical I give you, by far, the longest chapter. Don't forget to vote if you like this, really helps know whats good.
-Long story short went on trip did some work and vacationed.
-Kafaka drops on star rail, spend all time grinding a new gacha for her.
-Come home, oh yeah BG3 came out and I didn't get to play cause my pc's back home.
-Boot it up once. Help I'm on my third play through I cant stop!
Expect some gory descriptions and some more Momo scenes toward the beginning and end.
Oh btw I'm starting to draft up a JJK story because everything happening in the manga and anime just has me itching for more!
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I couldn't comprehend why people wanted to be heroes. No one would want to be a hero if they knew what it entailed. But it's not like everyone had a choice. Some of us were born to be heroes, bred to wage a war on those labeled as villains. They didn't tell you about us, those children they broke and toyed with. The hopes and dreams they left shattered. All for the greater good.'
'Yet for so long, I couldn't bare any hatred towards them. I suppose even I was blinded by that dream I held. It was simple, beautiful, and foolish. To save everyone in my sight, if my suffering led me to that goal, I was fine with it. I couldn't help but see it as beautiful I tried to help every person I saw.'
'But that dream slipped through my hands, an impossible ideal that belonged only to fools. I wasn't made to save people nor did they intend for me to have a normal life. It didn't matter if my strength was overwhelming; I couldn't protect everyone. The only thing dreams left me with were these scars on my body and my heart. And no one could save me from it.
I suppose that's the isolation that comes with overwhelming strength. Those 'heroes' just assumed I was fine, all but one of them. They left me alone to my sorrows on that hospital bed.'
'Everything I did, everything I knew... that dream of heroism I had was never true. This world betrayed both of my dreams. A normal life, a dream to save everyone, to be a city mouse or a country mouse, neither could bring me joy in a world like this. So I abandoned it all, and they scattered like dust in the wind.'
'I pushed onwards down this path without regrets, knowing that my sin would be the last—all for a better world, one where someone like me will never be born. I'm not a child, I don't expect everyone to understand, nor do I believe I can save them all. But if I saved as many as possible, if I protect what I cherish, that would be enough for me.'
'My dream to save everyone was a farce, an ideal that destroyed me, one that died with me in that forest. Heroes cannot save the world, righteousness is meaningless, and systems can't be changed while you are beholden to them.
To become evil and destroy the greater evil, the cancer that heroes created. That is the only dream I still have faith in. My prior ideals were just castles built upon pillars of sand, destined to fall...'
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