Switchblade

Chapter 77: Good

"Why did you kill someone over a picture?" Tati asked. Killian parked the car in his driveway.

"Do you know who I am?" he questioned and turned his head to face her.
"What?"
"Do you know who I am?"
"Yes."
"Do you know how many enemies I have?"
She just stared at him.
"And you were with me. If that picture would've gotten out you could've been the next one dead 'cause they'll use you as collateral damage or revenge. I didn't just kill him because of a picture. I killed him because of what that picture could do. And there was a reason he snapped it while hiding in an alleyway. And there's a reason it was of me specifically."
She looked away.
"You don't get to be that carefree workin' this job. He could've been a sketch artist and I would've shot him in his face."
"Okay..." Tati interrupted and stared in her lap.
Killian just stared at her.
"I get it." she stated.

"What, are you mad at me?" he asked. "You knew what I did before this became what it is."
She took a deep breath. "You can't expect me to get over all of it so fast. I'd been doing myself a favor by forgetting. I even forgot how I met you in the first place."
He stared forward through his windshield at his home.
"You're a murderer, Killian. A serial killer..."
"Do you think I'm gonna hurt you?" He looked at her.
"That's not the point!" She looked back at him.
"Yes, it is."

They stared in each other's eyes.

"I've tried for two and a half months to get you to believe I wasn't going to hurt you." he stated.
"I don't think you're gonna hurt me."
He didn't respond.
"I don't. But you have to realize that me going from being a regular person to being someone in an intimate situation with a murdering kingpin is hard to wrap my fucking head around! So hard that I shoved it into the back of my mind to make myself forget but I remember now!"
He just stared at her while she ranted.
"This is scary. You're scary. You are." she admitted. "I used to not be able to look you in your eyes without flinching and sometimes I still can't."
"You are right now." He spoke gently although she loudy expressed her concerns in front of him.
She scoffed.
"Because you know I wouldn't do anything to you. Not you."
She just looked back at him. "And what about you?"
"What about me?"
"This job you work. It's dangerous. I know it is. I've seen the movies based off of this kind of lifestyle. All based off of true stories, I know. Your life can be taken from you so fast. You said it yourself, you have enemies and clearly they hold a fucking grudge!"
"If I died...would that affect you?" he wondered. "You'd cry?"
She stared at him.

"I don't know." she answered.
He looked away from her.
"But that doesn't mean get yourself killed to find the answer." she stated.
"What do you want from me? You want me to go ask everybody to hold their fire? Tell them that you gave me a rule and I have to follow it?"
She sighed. "I know it's not that easy. And I'm not even close enough to make those kinds of decisions."
"It's impossible." he stated.
She looked down in her lap and messed with her fingers.

"Can you stop thinkin' about it? Make the time we have right now count 'cause we don't know where this job will lead me. Stop worrying about somethin' that hasn't happened yet." He looked at her.
She looked at him. "And what about everything else?"
"I was that way when you met me and you knew. I think you're too far in to stop now because of it."
She sighed.
"I don't hurt anybody that doesn't deserve it." he stated.
"Right..."
He held her chin on the side of his index finger. "Don't be afraid of me."
"I'm not."
"Don't be afraid to be with me either."
She noticed the space between them closing. Until their lips finally pressed together.

~•~

The two slipped into Killian's room while he slid off his recently opened shirt.

Tati put a hand on his chest and pushed him to sit on the bed. She crawled into his lap, facing him. Their lips met again. Her hands held his face while his hands ran along her body.

She brought hers down to unbuckle his pants and succeeded.
He moved his underwear waistband out of the way and Tati held the erection in her hand, gently stroking it.
"Do you want me to get up so you can put on a condom?" she asked softly.
"I'll pull out." He pulled her face back to his and they kissed again.

His gentle hands lifted her dress until it pulled off of her. Then they found her bare waist while their lips met again.
He pulled her panties to the side and rubbed his tip against her entrance.
"I can already feel you're gonna make it hard for me." he stated.
She pushed him by his chest for him to lay back on the bed. Then she started to slide it in herself.
He watched in awe, wondering what had gotten into her since the last time they were in bed together.

They both sighed softly at his entry. She began bouncing slowly to work him in. She moaned much sooner than usual. She took in his thickness and felt it rub against her walls how she wanted.
He watched her with her hand pressed against his chest and her head tossed back. She reached for the spot deep inside. He assisted and thrusted upwards. Tati moaned in return.
"There you go, baby." He smiled.
She bounced onto him eagerly, working it in just enough to go back to giving him her attention. She leaned down and put their lips back together while her hips worked.
Killian held onto her ass as he began to thrust upwards at her pace. Feeling her moan against his lips.

"Harder..." she begged.
He began thrusting rougher. Punching himself in and hearing her become louder than before. Her nails dug into his firm chest and he groaned in pleasure and pain.
"Fuck..." he moaned.
She leaned down with one hand on the side of his face and neck while she held her face buried in him, placing kisses and hickeys down his neck as she still maneuvered her hips.
Tati felt she was close and picked her head up to move her hips faster.
Killian moaned. "Oh-Good girl." he stated as she bounced herself eagerly. "Good fucking girl..."
She whimpered on top of him as his praise helped her reach the finish line.
"Yea, baby, come on..." He held her ass in his hands. "Show me how good you feel."
Tati moaned louder, fingers digging into Killian's abs.

Her body tensed and she finished on top of him, slowly pushing him in and pulling him out.
"That's my girl..." he huffed.
He flipped them over so he'd land on top.
"But I'm not done. Can you take more?"
She looked at him as he waited for an answer. He looked too good to stop. She nodded.
"Yea, you can. Of course you can. You're used to me taking you for multiple rounds, aren't you?" He smiled and started thrusting again. "Is this your birthday present for me? I get to fuck you until your pussy remembers the shape of me?"
Her toes curled as the sensitivity rang through her body.
He bent down to her, with her leg over his shoulder as his thrust slipped deeper. "I want you to take me like you missed me."
Tati kissed his soft lips then looked in his eyes. "Fuck me like you want me to miss you the next time I'm gone."
"I want you to miss me even when you're next to me." He kissed her again. "Spread your thighs farther." he demanded.