𝕾𝖊𝖆 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕾𝖐𝖞.... (𝕭𝖙𝖘//𝕺𝕮𝖘) (Under Editing)

Chapter 40

Sometimes people hurt those who they are trying so hard to protect...

This chapter is completely based on Seira and EunWoo.

Warnings... Self harm, Suicide attempts, violence, mentions of torture...

Seira closed her eyes.

I'm sorry dad... Oppa and my baby bro.... I failed you all.
She thought.

EunWoo P. O. V.
I was passing by the Han River in my car... Desperate to find Seira before she do something stupid... And i was kinda lucky when I saw her standing on the railing.... But when I actually realized she is standing on the railing... Ready to jump... I stopped the car... Ripped the seat belt off me running outside... She was just about to jump but I got a hold of her hand... I pulled her towards me... And she fell with me on the floor... I sighed in relief... Seira got up wanting to jump again... But i held her.

Are you out of your mind? Do you even realize what you're doing?
I asked her softly... Not wanting to attract attention.

She was crying badly..

LEAVE ME..... I DON'T WANT TO LIVE.... LEAVE ME please leave me... Let me die.
She screamed at me but her voice turned low soon... She hit my chest with her palms... Trying her best to get rid of me so she can do what she want.

Seira calm down.
I said trying to handle her as she struggled to get out of my grip.

Seira.... Calm down.
I again said... But she kept screaming leave me over and over again while crying.

KIM SEIRA CALM DOWN.
I screamed but no use..... I sighed and pulled her in a hug as tightly as I could.

She kept screaming and struggling... But soon stopped...

Please leave me.... I want to die.
Seira said crying on my chest.

Seira look at me..
I said... She looked at me with tired eyes... Tears leaving her eyes.

Do you even know how your family would feel if you committed suicide? How will Ayla feel? Everyone will be heartbroken... And you won't find peace even after committing suicide... The peace and love you crave for.... Seira you are a strong girl... I know the world can be cruel sometimes..... I know.... Living happily becomes hard... Problems come in life.... Sometimes you don't even find peace in your own home... But suicide can never be the answer.... Seira idk.... But.... Please consider this... Your family will die in the guilt of not saving you.... Like you are dying in the guilt of not saving your brothers.
I said... Seira looked at me shocked.

Do you want that?
I asked... Seira shook her head... Sobbing.

But....... I can't live in this world... I'm dying everyday.. Dying in the guilt... Dying because..... Even after everything you did..... I still love you.
Seira said... My eyes widened.

EunWoo I.... I can't bring myself to hate you.... I can't hate you.... Like I want to.... I hate the fact that you hate me.... I... I can't tolerate the fact that you hate me.... I... Just can't do that... Seeing you caring for EunHa.... For Ayla.... And for everyone but me.... Bugs the hell out of me.... Everytime you see their pain.... Say they are human... I remember that you never realized I am a human tooo.... Don't I deserve that at least..... I hate you EunWoo... I hate you... But i still love you even after you did all of that... Even after.... You're the main reason of my miseries.... I love you.... I... Love a traitor... Please EunWoo... Don't leave me... Come back to me... Don't love my sisters or EunHa... Just be mine... I can't tolerate it... Please EunWoo please.
Seira said.... I was shocked... Seeing her begging for love.... I never thought that.... No doubt she loved me tooo much.