𝕾𝖊𝖆 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕾𝖐𝖞.... (𝕭𝖙𝖘//𝕺𝕮𝖘) (Under Editing)

Chapter 49

Love is painful as much as it's beautiful.... Especially if it's one sided...

At night...
Ayla was staring at the ceiling... She was confused what to do.... She can't break up with Yeonjun... She loves him too much for that.

She sighed and went outside the room... She went to Taehyung's room and knocked on the door.

Knowing he'll be awake rn.

Come in.
She heard... She opened the door and entered closing it.

What is it? Nightmare again?
Taehyung asked... Ayla shook her head.

I was bored.... And wanted to talk to you... So thought I should.
Ayla said.

Sure... I'm not sleepy anyways... Let's sit in the balcony.
Taehyung said... Ayla nodded and they sat on the chairs that were kept in the balcony.

So what is it?
Taehyung asked.

Oppa... If i ask you something... Will you answer honestly?
Ayla asked... Taehyung nodded.

Do you have feelings for anyone?
Ayla asked... Taehyung was shocked... He looked away.

No...
He answered.

Lie...
Ayla said... He sighed looking at her.

Why does it matter Ayla... I'm not allowed to love anyways... And besides... I can't have the girl.
He said.

Why can't you? She's your best friend's sister... Minhyun Oppa is a good friend of yours... He trusts you... I guess he only trusts you in every Kim sibling... Well after me and Seira... Why can't you be with Mishil... I've seen the love in your eyes.
Ayla said... Taehyung shook his head.

I love her Ayla.... But do she? It's been months... Yet she don't even talk to me properly... Just hi hello.... I'm scared.... I'm scared that if I tell her I love her she'll never talk to me again... I'm okay with just being able to see her..
Taehyung said... Ayla went a bit closer to him... And caressed his face.

How will you know if you don't even give it a try? Oppa... She might reject you... She might even get angry... But... It's better than regretting that you never even tried... Oppa... It's not easy to win a girl's heart... And it's clearly not a movie that you'll be like... I love you and she be like... Oh my... I love you as well... It takes time... It takes effort... How can you give up without even trying..?
Ayla said... Taehyung sighed.

So I should give it a try?
He asked... Ayla nodded.

Fine....
He said.. Ayla smiled and kissed his cheek.

Now tell me.... How did you fall in love with her? I want every details... Don't leave out anything.
Ayla said excited... He smiled.

Otherside
Kang Mishil sighed... She was sitting on the chair of her study table.... Writing in her diary.

She looked at the picture... She's hiding from years.

I love you..... But I'm scared to tell you... Even if you're in a good relation with Oppa.... I'm scared he would decline... And... I know you can never like a girl like me... A girl... Who's so messed up... I'm tired of hiding my feelings since years.... How can I not keep loving you.... Unknowningly.... You saved me from myself.
She said... Hugging the picture..

I'm tired of hugging your picture and.... Thinking of you...
She said... Tears left her eyes.

Otherside...
I saw her... In Canada for the first time.... She was there... Looking soo beautiful... And you know where... In a club... She was gulping tequila shots... Like it was water... I still remember... She was wearing a black and red dress... It reached her lower thigh... She was with YuRa, Melissa and Soojin... I had to stay in Canada for like 3 months due to some business deals... And i saw her in the first week of my stay.... From the waiter I found out that the 4 girls come every Saturday and Sunday.... Sometimes with another girl... And that's what I did... I came next Saturday... Sunday as well... I didn't knew why... But i was attracted to her... Too attracted that I felt I'll die if I don't see her....