Enakena Vantha Urave

Chapter 43

Sivaangi began reading his diary while Madhumitha slept next to her in college.

Diary:

En valkaila Marakamudiatha naal inaiku. athana per irunthum enna vanthu avlo santhosathoda katipudicha nee. Sathyama thappana enathoda una pakala. aana unmaiyave anaiku thadumariten. Udalala mattum illa ullathalaium thaan. Unaku pudichathu enamo Chanakiyan thaan analum Enaku enna solra mathiriye irunthathu. Unakave naan chanakiyana pol maranum nu asaipaten. 

(Today is my life's best day. Despite everyone being there, you still gave me a hug. Do not misinterpret my intentions. Today I felt shook. I had the impression that you just liked Chanakiyan, despite what you told me. I'd like to become a Chanakiyan.)

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Thinamum nee pora vali ellam nan poo pooka vaikuren, unala oru poo la kooda enna unara mudialaya? Pala naal nan unna ninachu muthamitta poova thaan nee thalaila vachitu poiruka, en mutham una sernthathu therialaya?

(Have you ever sensed my presence in the flowers that I planted daily on your pathway? The flower I kissed is often the one you choose. A kiss from me have you ever felt?)

Sivaangi had chills as she read those words. She is aware of Ashwin's deep love for her, but he expresses it in a unique and profound way. Sivaangi flushed today as she remembered that day. 

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Annanuku Visayam therinchu pochu. Enaku ithayame ninnu pona mathiri irunthathu di. Kutty enaku support panraan aanalum enala ethuvum pesa mudiala di. Ulukula orumathiri irunthathu. Muthal muraiah enala pesa mudiama thinarunen... Nee School than padikuraa nu anna sollum pothu ore kutra unarva irunthathu. Enaku un kooda pesanum palaganum nu asai irunthathu atha apadiae enakulla potu puthachukiten, un vaalkaila ennala entha bathippum vara koodathunnu. Enake acharyama irunthathu Ram sir um Mam um enna support panathu thaan. Enna thappa ninaipangannu ninachen, but avanga ithu ellam sagajam nu pesinanga. 

(My brother come to know about the news today. My heart seemed to have stopped pounding. Kutty is helping me, but I can't speak despite his assistance. I experienced an odd sensation inside. First time I have trouble speaking. I felt bad when he said, "You're just a schoolkid." I yearned to converse and interact with you, but at that time, I repressed my emotions. I don't want to ruin your life in any way by what I do. The support I received from Ram Sir and Seetha Mam shocked me.)

Unkita pesa koodathu nu anna sathyam panna sonnapo ennaku udambellam nadunga arambichuduchu. Unaku naan yarne theriama irukalam, aana ennoda santhosam nee thaan. una pathale enakulla oru nimathium santhosamum vanthidum. Ellarum enakaga support pana arambichutanga veetla, aana nan amaithiya thaan irunthen. Enaku peche varala. Un valkaiya nan keduthuruveno nu enake bayama irunthathu. Unna kadhalikurenanu ketapo unmaileyae ennaku theriala ma, una nan thavara kanotathula pathathu illa, una katipudikura mario, unaku mutham kodukura mathirio enaku kanavu kooda vanthathu illa. unkita naan enna ethir pakuren nu enake theriala. Natpu mattum pothuma? illa nan unna virumburena? 

(My body shook when my brother asked me to swear that I wouldn't talk to you. Despite the fact that you may not know me, you bring me happiness. You are all I need to look at to feel happy. At home, everyone began to help me. I couldn't even speak. I'm worried I might ruin your life. I'm not sure if I still love you. I never intended to hurt you, and I never fantasized about giving you a kiss or a hug. I'm not sure if I hope for love or friendship from you.)

Enaku matum thaan en unarvugal puriala, aana matha ellarum nan unna virumburen nu mudive panitaanga, epadi nu enaku theriala. Unaku 20 vayasu aana piragu thaan nan en kadhala solanum, naan un kadhala na irukanum nu sathyam panna sonanga anna. enakum athu sariana mudiva thonuchu. sathyam paniten. Enaku mudhalla unaku nanbana irukanum nu asai. Una mulusa purinchutu, en kadhala unaku unarthi athuku apuram naan en kadhala solanum unkita.  Ithellam nadakuma nu kooda enaku theriala, aana nadakkum nu oru nambikkai enakulla iruku.