Chapter 50

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Ashwin- "Kannamma , en diary ah padichiah?" (Kannamma did you read my diary?)

Not knowing what to say, Sivaangi shook. She took a minute to gather herself.


Sivaangi- "athu enaku eluthinathu thaane, apo naan padika koodatha?" (That... You wrote that for me. why don't I?)

Ashwin- "yen nadungura? una naan padika koodathu nu solala." (Don't tremble. I didn't intend for you to misread that.)

Sivaangi widened her eyes. 

Ashwin- "Kannamma athula neraiah en kanneer than irukum. atha padichutu neum kasta paduva, ethuku ithellam thaan, yosikuren" (Kannamma , it has only my tears. You too will suffer reading that. Is it needed?)

Sivaangi- "please vaathi"

Ashwin- "sari padi, but naan illama padikatha" (Okay, But don't read without me.)

Sivaangi- "yen?" (Why?)

Ashwin- "unna alavidama naan pathupen di. namma santhosama vaala vendia naatkalla nee yen ipadi palasa ninaichu alukurathuku aarvama irukio theriala."
(I won't allow you to cry. We should be able to live happily, yet you are constantly lamenting the past..)

Sivaangi- "atha ellam happy ah mathidalam" (We can convert it to happy memories)

Ashwin- "hmm papaom" (Lets see)

Sivaangi- "epadi kandupuducheenga?"(How you found this?)

Ashwin- "un pathil, nee nadanthukura vitham ellame solluthu" (Your actions and words all make this clear.)

Sivaangi- "puriala" (Didn't understand)

Ashwin- "ippo nee konja nerathuku munadi enna sonna?" (What you said a few minutes before?)

Sivaangi- "enna sonen?" (What did I say?)

Ashwin- "unga alavuku kadhalika mudiathu nu sonna" (I can't love you as much as you did.)

Sivaangi- "so?"

Ashwin- "naan enna nadanthathu nu mattum than unkita sonen, naan unna evlo virumbinen nu solave illa" (I didn't emphasize my affection for you while recounting; I merely described the previous incident.)

Sivaangi started to think.

Ashwin- "athu mattum illa, 'enaku oru chance kodu' nu kenjuna, unaku vacha chella per pathi keta ellathukum mela thideernu enna vitu poidathanu katti pudichu alutha."
(And not just that. You advised me to give you another chance, inquired about your pet's name, and, most importantly, hugged me while sobbing on that particular day and said that I shouldn't leave you.)

Sivaangi looked straight into his eyes.

Ashwin- "inum sariah solanumna, naan suicide attempt panna varaikum nee padichurukanum, sariah?" (To be more specific, I assume you read up until my attempt at suicide. Is it correct?)

Sivaangi raised her head in agreement as she stared at him in surprise. They exchanged glances. 


Ashwin- "sorry di kannamma", he gently caressed her skin which had his fingerprints.

Sivaangi- "paravalla naan appo etho kovathula thappa pesiten. Sorry vaathi" (Its okay. I must not talk like that. Sorry Prof.)

Ashwin- "nee enna pesirunthalum naan adichuruka koodathu" (Whatever the reason for your statements, I must not slap you.)

Sivaangi- "thookam varuthu (feeling sleepy)", saying so she hugged him tightly.

Ashwin- "unaku udambula entha problem um illa. You are just weak" (Your body is in perfect health. You're merely weak,)

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