Alex is the older twin sister of Tori Vega. She likes to sing, play instruments and draw. She is a calm, sarcastic girl who always speaks her mind. Alex attends Hollywood Arts with her best friend Camille a kindhearted, laid back girl. What changes...
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Alex's pov
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It was late at night and as I was about to put my phone on my nightstand and go to sleep when I recognized a picture lying on the floor.
As I picked it up I recognized what it was. Beck and me lying in his bed cuddling. I was wearing one of his t-shirt that was way too big on me.
It was my favorite picture to ever exist as we took it after we said 'I love you' to eachother for the first time.
I honestly thought that I put anything that reminds me of him or rather us away.
The more I glanced at it the more my emotions began to rise. All the thoughts I had about it being my fault all this happened, that I wasn't good enough, I wasn't pretty enough, wasn't talented enough or that I should have just forgiven him.
As all these thoughts came rushing in there was just one thing that I felt and this was loneliness just being utterly lonely.
Before I could even stop it tears began flowing out of my eyes and falling down my cheeks. A pained sob escaped this was when I just buried my face into my pillow and began crying non stop for hours.
It's been so long since I cried about him or even thought like that that I was thinking I was over him.
After my pillow was completely wet from my tears and my eyes were red and puffy and I had the biggest headache from all the crying I had finally stopped.
I decided it was best that I go downstairs and get me a glass of water. I passed my own mirror and I just looked like someone took the shine out of me. I was just a shell of a human being with nothing inside.
As I got downstairs I saw someone sitting on our couch. It was the figure of a guy but I knew my parents where away.
I was about to panic until the shadowy figure turned around.
"Sorry Alex, did I wake you up?" Andre's asked in a groggy soothing voice.
I completely forgot he and Tori had a movie marathon and sleepover for tonight planned.
"Uh no. I just wanted to grab a glass of water." I mumbled as my voice sounded quite rough.
I quickly rushed over to the kitchen keeping my head low to get my glass of water.
I was so concentrated to quickly get my glass and leave that I didn't notice Andre moving closer.
