Zhan took two shots of suppressants to calm his rut. One should've have been enough as usual, but he was hurrying, a bit frantic. In such time of need, all he thought of was to come back to Yibo. He couldn't understand it himself. But it is as if he was charmed by those honey irises and innocent eyes. Just thinking about it makes his heart flutter fairly more. An ache in his chest he used to see as painful, now transformed into an ache of yearning.
He should be back as promised.
But the last thing Zhan wanted to do when his rut started unplanned was to ran back to Yibo and claim him like a wild beast. He regretfully did it in the past and this sin should never be repeated. Now that his memories of that night four years ago returned, he understand fully that he was the one who undoubtedly wronged Yibo and not the other way around. If there should be guilt, it should be from him. If there must be hatred, it must be towards him.
The world really goes on circles. From this moment, it is Zhan's turn to repent. So, he took another shot, a sedative, and hope for his rut to subside. Only his doctor knows, Zhan had taken these injections in the last four years instead of mating during his ruts. He would rather sleep or not wake up at all, than wake up from a passionate dream only to realise he still has not found the one he was pining for.
It seems... something unexplainable happened when he had claimed Yibo that night. Was it only Yibo who had changed then?
It turned out, the scent was his addiction. Maybe he had imprinted onto Zhan too when they became one?
Zhan craves Yibo more as time passes by. His body wanted to steam off amass of his pent-up lust. Yibo's delish scent drives Zhan crazy. He sniffed on his hand which had touched Yibo's gland, remembering his mark on Yibo's nape, and Zhan's whole body tensed up. A weird feeling of apprehension swept over him and his mind was so deranged, he could feel Yibo's smooth skin against his own. His fingers and palms itching to traverse Yibo's scalding skin.
Zhan's body trembled uncontrollably, pheromones spanning out of his control. His mouth gaped, feeling the friction of his sensitive skin against his trousers. He was high as ever. His hallucinations felt so real, he could taste Yibo's sweetness that night all over again. Surfing through this wonderful memoir brought Zhan to his peak but his chest only tightened further. His longing wasn't satiated by this false fantasy.
Despondent, Zhan leaned back on his seat, dumbly gobbling down all he had done wrong in his life.
Few minutes more, the medications worked their charm. Zhan's mind started to cloud and his consciousness eventually drifted.
He hoped Wen Ning received his message soon.
As Zhan slipped into never-land, he thought of Yibo one last time. His frown slowly relaxed, and he had seen that snow-white baby again in his young arms. A small smile ghosted his pale lips before he totally lost awareness of it all.
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08/08/23
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Changes (ZhanYi FanFic) - Completed
FanfictionAfter a few years away from China, Wei Zhan decided it was time to come back. What has been lost is gone. Regrets were never a thing for him. But who would've thought the last person he was expecting to see was just hiding in his right-hand man's h...
