𝐗𝐎𝐗𝐎𝐒𝐎𝐒 | 𝘯𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘺𝘢 𝘺.

✿ 𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙝

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to y/n

i think after all these letters i'm starting to fall in love with the idea of you. i thought about stopping writing for a week or two, just to rewire my brain but i don't think i'd survive without having some communication with you.

god knows how i'd act if i actually talked to you. i'd be barking and growling and probably go into overdrive.

it feels uncomfortable. sure, i was silly and did the most to just get an ounce of attention from my club manager - but i feel different now. with you, i still feel the pride to impress, almost, but without any of the anxiety. instead, it's excitement, to see you and communicate with you in some way. it doesn't matter if you can't respond. it just makes me happy and content to know you think of me, even if it's only in these letters.

hm. maybe i just actually like you.

yours,
n/a

p.s. please don't think of this as pressure. i'm just using these letters as a braindump really :)

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