I Was Always Yours. (Bellamy Blake x OC)

08-The Storm

My eyes opened slightly to see Jasper, Octavia, Clarke, and Murphy "Welcome back" Clarke said I tried to get up but Murphy stopped me "Woah hey, not so fast" Murphy said "Yeah you have a mild concussion and you lost some blood" I groaned "Well I've been through worse" I made myself get up "Naida" Murphy said "Murphy I'm fine" I said and I looked at someone laying down beside me. Finn. "Oh my god. What happened?" I asked "After you were knocked out the grounder stabbed him" Oh said when I heard a loud noise I jumped in fright. "Hey, calm down it's just thunder. There's a storm going on right now" Clarke said "Why is it so loud?" I asked "Because it's literal lightning" Oh said "Hold it down!" A guy said trying to hold on to the drape for the dropship "This is Raven Reyes calling Ark Station" I heard Raven say "What is she doing?" I asked "She's trying to contact the Ark" "Ark station please come in. I'm on the ground with the 100. Please come in. We need you" She said looking at Finn while Clarke was checking the knife. "This is a restricted channel. Who is this? Please identify yourself." We heard someone say from the Ark "This is Raven Reyes. I'm from Mecha Station. I'm transmitting from the ground. The 100 are alive, please you need to get Dr. Abby Griffin. Dr. Abby Griffin now" Raven said "Hang on Raven. We're trying to boost your signal" Someone said "Raven are you there?" Abby asked and Clarke responded "Mom? Mom it's me" "Clarke?" She asked "Mom I need your help. One of our people was stabbed by a grounder" "Clarke this is the chancellor" I heard and I raged "Son of a-" I said but Murphy stopped me "Don't. We need Finn" He said I nodded "Are you saying there's survivors on the ground?" "Yes the Earth is survivable. We're not alone" They we're quiet for a second "Mom he's dying. The knife's still in his chest" Clarke continued "Clarke. Is my son with you?" Jaha asked and we all froze "I'm so sorry. Wells is- Wells is dead" She said strained. "I'm gonna talk you through it step by step" Abby said to Clarke and she tried to say something else but their was interference "What? Raven what's wrong?" Clarke asked "It's not the radio! It's the storm." Raven said "Clarke we need to hurry" Abby said when Octavia came back with two jars and Clarke grabbed one and smelt it "Ugh. Monty's moonshine?" She asked "Pretty sure no germ can survive it" Oh said  "The storm's getting worse. Monroe close the doors" Clarke said "We still have people out there" Monroe said "Monty and Jasper still aren't back yet. Neither is Bellamy" I looked at her eyes wide "What the hell is he doing out there in this weather?" I asked mad "I wish I knew" Octavia said "It's all right. They'll find somewhere to ride it out" Clarke said Raven then ran to us "One suture needle" Raven said handing it to Clarke "Right. I still need something to close the wound" Clarke said "There's some wire on the second level. I used it for the tents" I said to her "I'll get it" Oh said "Stay away from the blue wires that run through the ceiling. I rigged it to the solar cells in the roof. That means they're hot you got that?" Raven asked "Yeah I got that" Oh began to climb when Bellamy walked in "Bellamy!" Oh yelled but behind him were to guys holding the grounder that attacked us. "The hell are you doing?" Oh said "It's time to get some answers" Bellamy said "Oh you mean revenge?" Octavia said "I mean intel. Get him upstairs. 3rd level" "Bellamy she's right" Clarke said "Clarke honey we're ready. Can you hear me?" Abby said as both Clarke and Bellamy looked at the radio "Look this is not who we are" She said turning back to him "Clarke?" Abby asked "It is now" Bellamy said "Bellamy please don't do this" I said he turned to me shocked "Naida. Are you okay? How do you feel?" He asked cupping my cheeks "Bell, if you do this you will become someone else" I said he put his hands down and motinoed for them to continue "Bell-" I tried to say but he cut me off "You don't want to be like me fine. But don't expect me to change for you" I scoffed Murphy came up to him "You pipe down. Now." He said to Bellamy but he just walked away and went to the ladder. "The blade is at a sharp upward angle, between the sixth and seventh ribs" Clarke said to Abby "Okay. How deep?" Abby asked "I can't tell how deep it goes" Clarke said "That's all right. Just don't remove the knife yet" She said "Hey, here. Sterilize your hands" Clarke said to Raven she removed her gloves and drank a bit of it before pouring it on her hands "Clarke do you see any fluids?" Abby asked when two guys bumped into each other "Hey, watch it!" One of them said pushing the other one and the other pushed back and Murphy got between them "Damn it! Clear the room!" She said to me and Raven. "Everyone upstairs! Now! Let's go!" Me and Raven said "He feels a little warm" Clarke said "Okay that's all right, fever somtimes accompanies trauma" Abby said "Guys I'm gonna go upstairs with Murphy and check in on everyone" I said and Raven and Clarke nodded I went upstairs and saw those two still fighting "Hey sit down!" I said getting between them and they stopped and sat down "If anybody tries to fight anyone again I will punch you in the throat so sit down and relax!" I yelled everyone was quiet and I sat down next to Murphy with a sigh "Hey what's wrong?" I shook my head "Bellamy. And Finn. All of this" I said he put his arm around me and I put my head on his shoulder I then heard yelling from the 3rd level. "He's awake!" Oh climbed up the ladder and I followed "Tie him tighter. The last thing we need is this bastard getting free because you screwed up" Bellamy said I saw the grounder trying to break out but when he saw Oh he stared at her, Bellamy looked at his direction and saw her and me. "Octavia. Naida get out of here" Bellamy said "I told you. He was protecting me" Oh said "You didn't have to do this" I said "This isn't about you. I'm doing this for all of us" Bellamy said "You did that for all of us?" Octavia asked "I did that for Finn and Jasper and Diggs and John and Roma" I then remembered everything that had happened and I felt like throwing up. "It wasn't even him" Oh said "You don't know that!" Bellamy yelled at her "We need to know what we're up against. How many there are and why they're killing us!" I walked up to him and pushed him away from her "Enough! You only did this because you had feelings for Roma and you need revenge-!" He grabbed me by my neck and slammed me to a wall behind him just when Murphy came up "Hey get off of her!" Murphy grabbed him and he realized what he'd done. His eyes widened "Naida I'm-" He began but I cut him off "Don't! Just stay away from me!" I said sobbing running to the ladder "He's gonna tell us right now." Oh tried to stop him "No Bellamy please!" "Miller get her out of here!" "I was there! Hey get off me!" Oh yelled and I heard the grounder try to break free. He was protecting her. "I don't even think he speaks english. He won't understand you" Oh said before coming back down to my level and rushing to me as I was still shook "Hey I'm so so sorry he just- he isn't thinking straight" I looked at her "That's the problem. He never does. He didn't think when he trashed the radio. Or when he hooked up with Roma and all of the other girls" I sobbed "You know him he's irrational" Murphy said but I shook my head "I love him Oh.. but all he manages to do is hurt me" I started sobbing harder and both her and Murphy hugged me. A few minutes later a tree hit the dropship. Clarke then went to the third level to where Bellamy was "Clarke he's seizeing!" I heard Raven yell about 3 minutes later she came back up with a knife. "Clarke! They locked the hatch!" Oh said "Hey! Open the door!" Clarke yelled pounding it and when they did we followed her "Get out of my way Miller. Now!" She said and we all climbed up "What's on this?" She asked "What are you tlaking about?" Bellamy asked "He poisoned the blade!" Clarke yelled "All this time he knew Finn was gonna die no matter what we did. What is it?! Is there an antidote?!" "Clarke he doesn't understand you" Oh told her "Vials. It's gotta be here" Bellamy said and she threw the knife "You'd have to stupid to have a poison around this long without an antidote" Clarke said searching the vials "Which one?" Clarke asked "Answer the question!" Bellamy yelled "Show us. Please" Oh said "Which one?! Our friend is dying down there and you can stop that!" He still said nothing "I'll get him to talk" Bellamy said "Bellamy no!" Octavia grabbed him but he pulled away harshly "He wants Finn to die! Why can't you see that?!" Bellamy said to her "Do you want him to live or not?" Bellamy asked turning to Clarke "Clarke you even said it yourself. This is not who we are!" I said to her "He was protecting me. He saved my life!" Oh said "We're talking about Finn's life!" Bellamy yelled "Do it." Clarke said "Just tell us!" Octavia said as the other two guys grabbed her "Bellamy." I said as he cut the seatbelt "If you do this. I won't be with you, because this will mean the Bellamy I knew is gone" I said he looked at me with guilt and a soft look like he was gonna cry. But he pushed away from me "Bellamy no!" I yelled and one of the guys grabbed me too. Bellamy cut his shirt open "You're gonna show us the antidote or you're gonna wish you had" Bellamy said I looked at Oh and she was starting to cry. He looked at Clarke and she nodded "Bellamy no. Please" Octavia said and he hit him twice when Clarke stopped him and put the vials down "Please. Which one's the antidote?" She asked but still no response "Just tell them" I said Clarke then moved out of the way and he struck him again and again and again.
"Enough!" Octavia yelled "Clarke! He's getting worse!" Raven yelled "We're running out of time. Which one? Which one is it? If you tell us they'll stop" Clarke said "Please tell us which is the antidote and they'll stop this" She added but still no response Bellamy threw the belt "If that doesn't work maybe this will" He said picking up a small metal spear "Clarke you don't have to be here for this" He said "I'm not leaving until I get that antidote" Clarke said "Last chance" He said and Clarke turned away and Bellamy stuck it through his hand. His hand shook "What's taking so long?!" Raven yelled climbing up the ladder "He stopped breathing" "What?" Clarke said about to run down "He started again but next time he might not" Raven said stopping her "He won't tell us anything!" Clarke yelled frustrated "Wanna bet?" Raven said taking out the wires and he jumped "What are you doing?" Bellamy asked "Showing him something new" Raven said sparking them a few times "Raven no!" I yelled and she shocked him and as she did he let out screams Oh gasped "Which one is it? Come on!" He didn't answer taking fast breathes and she shocked him again "He's all I have!" Raven said crying and I saw Octavia pick up his knife "No more!" She yelled with the knife in her hands "He's letting Finn die!" Then Octavi took the knife and slit my wrist and hers "No!" Bellamy yelled "He won't let either of us die" Oh said "Octavia  what the hell did you-" He said about to grab her arm but she pulled away and got down in front of the vials pointing at them. Till he pointed his head to one and she picked up and showed it to him and he nodded Oh handed it to Clarke "Here!" Clarke took it "Thank you!' She and Raven went down the ladder as fast as they could we grabbed cloths to cover up our wounds and Bellamy went to grab Octavia "Don't touch me!" She yelled. He stared at her and she stared back at him. I left for a bit because I needed to get out of there. Just before the wall I sat down on a rock. "Hey princess.." Bellamy said from behind me I looked at him and then at the ground "You've lose privelege to call me that" I said "Naida please.. I'm so so sorry" I sniffed "You know what's funny?" I said "Ever since I was little.. you would still manage to hurt me over the smallest things because I was a kid. But I still loved you. With my entire heart" I said crying "I can't keep letting you break my heart Bellamy" I said my voice breaking "Naida please don't do this.." He said with a soft voice "You have to figure out how to stop hurting people for your gain" I said "Naida please. I'm begging you I'll do anything just don't.. don't do this" He crouched down and I stood up not bearing to face him. And his deep brown eyes. "I said if you did what you did I wouldn't speak to you again. I'm doing just that" He then turned me to face him and I let out a shaky breathe. He put his hands on my waist and his forehead on mine. "I love you princess.." He kissed me and I kissed back but I pulled away quickly "I love you too Bell but I just can't be with someone who hurts me all the time. I'm sorry" I grabbed his hands and put them to his sides. I looked down but then at him and I saw the tears rushing down his face. I couldn't bear it so I walked off.

Hey guyss hope you liked this chapter. It's true he keeps hurting her so I'm gonna give them time for now but it will work out I promise :)
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