𝐌𝐲 𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐁𝐨𝐲 - 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐊𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐳

Dark Beach

When I wake up, the bed feels light. I open my eyes, the sun blinds me. "Ah, shit!" I whisper yell, trying to reopen my eyes. When I focus on the room, I realize Bill is gone. I come to my senses, hearing laughter from the lower level. I breathe out a relieved sigh, standing up. I stumble a little, my legs a bit shakey from the night before.

"Jesus christ, he fucked me that hard?" I think to myself. I walk to the bathroom to check the damage of my face from all that crying the night before. I look in mirror, only slight bags under my eyes, and they are a little red but other than that everything is normal. I run the water cold, trying to make my face a little less puffy.

I run my hands underneath and lean down to rinse my face, the cold water feeling refreshing. I wipe my eyes with it, and turn off the water reaching for the towel. I dry my face off and hang it back up. I realize my hair is kind of a mess too so I'll brush it out. I take out my brush and take care of my mess of hair. After I'm done I put away my brush. I just leave my hair down and leave the bathroom.

I walk out the bedroom and sluggishly make my way downstairs. I was still really tired, the cold water didn't really wake me up but it took away the puffiness. When I go downstairs, I see everybody in the kitchen. Tom's hair is down, Georg's hair is up, Gustav is in a tank top with no hat for once, and Bill's hair is down too. Nobody saw me walk downstairs until I got to the kitchen. I check the microwave for the time, it says 9:46 AM.

I see Bill standing with pastry in his hand, Tom has coffee, Georg has a banana and Gustav has water. I'm assuming they're just being boys and being loud in the mornings. I immediately go over to Bill, hugging him as a greeting. He laughs, food in his mouth as he speaks. "Goodmorning pretty." He hugs me, rubbing my back quickly before letting go.

I don't let go, I rest my head on his chest as he was leaning against the counter. Everybody was completely silent as they tried to figure out what was going on. "I see you and Lena made up then, huh?" Georg asks, his expression turning serious. Tom snickers, and I feel Bill nod as I take the pastry and take a bite. I know Tom heard us last night, but the other two didn't.

"Hey!" He teases, making everybody around us laugh, including me. I was waking up a little. "Mmm! Is that strawberry?" I mumble through the food, looking up to him. He laughs, unable to control it. "Yes baby." He pats me on the head, giggling. Tom continues to talk to Georg and Gustav over me and Bill. He speaks a little louder so I can hear.

"So how did you sleep?" He asks, taking the pastry back and having another bite. "I slept really good, I think all that we did last night and the crying wore me out." I say, looking back down. He rubs my back. "I know, me too." He replies, finishing off the pastry. Tom interupts us, speaking loudly. "We should do something today, wait don't we have a concert? Or interview or something?"

We all think, but nobody could think of anything. "No we don't, what did you have in mind?" Gustav asks, looking to Tom. "I don't know, I was thinking maybe like swimming at the beach or something. I mean we have all day still if you guys are up for it?" He looks around the room, to all of us. We all nod, think it's not a bad idea.

A few 'Sure's pass around the room before we all start moving around. Georg shoves the rest of his banana down making Tom laugh of course, Gustav chugs his water and Tom just dumps out the little bit of coffee he had left. I rush upstairs, Tom and Bill run behind me. I begin to panic, knowing Bill is chasing me.

"No! Don't get me!" I run into our bedroom laughing. He runs in behind me, picking me up by my stomach. He laughs and I do too. "Baby! Put me down!" I exclaim, making him set me down. I turn around to face him, he's still laughing. He settles down and I hold his face, grabbing it and pulling him down so he's at my level. I kiss him everywhere, making him giggle. He picks me up, making me wrap my arms and legs around him.