His Caged Butterfly

Chapter 45

                       Taehyung's Pov

I could see the happiness in Sana's eyes as she held our wedding card in her hands.

She was the one to design it , to do everything from the scratch.

She was so happy and somewhere in my heart , I regret hurting her for someone Who killed me in the process.

" does it look good with the pink ? "

She chirped , asking Lisa for opinion. After losing her sister , Mina , she got close to Lisa and rosè. Everyone seemed to be quiet happy about sana and me getting married.

Somewhere they thought , it was the right decision and somewhere I wanted to make up to her for Breaking her heart before.

" can I go Deliver a card to My close friend on my own ? "

She looked at me and I noticed her eyes gleaming with happiness and I could not bear to break her heart once again.

She walked up to me , Opening her arms and Hugging my waist as I forced a smile , not because I hated it , but because I needed time to heal my wounds but I could not hurt my mother any more too.

I had to be a dad for George and I had to get a motherly figure for him whom could accept him as his own son and sana was the best To be a motherly figure to him.

I took a deep breath and raised my hands and lightly patted her back. I wanted to give her a chance but ...... somewhere I could not forget her but that don't matter anymore.

Tomorrow is my wedding and the Preparations are already done and I can see my family finally smiling and I wanted nothing more.

I wanted a peaceful life rather than a love life. I prefer my family over love but I love my family so much.

My eyes met my best friend's sitting on the couch next to his wife , staring at me and I avoided his eyes.

I knew he could understand me more than anyone and it's just I don't want him to ......... know that maybe somewhere I'm not happy with this marriage.

        Time skipped

Just as I knew , I found myself sitting in front of my best friend and his wife , looking at me dead in the eye.

" are you happy ? "

Happy ? The day I got to know about the betrayal from her , I never felt a bit of happiness.

My eyes remained fixated on the floor , hands intertwined together and my elbows resting on my knees.

" I am asking you something , V . "

V . A nickname only my best friend would call me when he was dead mad serious about something.

" Are you happy even a little bit ? "

I could hear Rose's soft voice as she kneeled Down on the floor in front of me , wanting to know if as if their happiness depended on my answer.

I wanted to reply honestly but I did not want to upset them but I could not lie to them-

" Are you Marrying sana just out of the guilt ? Just because you want to make up for the
past- "

A sigh escaped my lips and my heart trembled. His words were true. I never felt for sana. I really never did. I fell in love with y/n and Fell so hard that it ruined me wholly.

I let out a shaky breath and slowly nodded my head. I could feel Rose holding my hands in concern , assuring me that they were here to support me.

" if you don't feel a tiny bit of happiness marrying sana. Don't "