Ephmera || MYG

11. Flashback

As the rain pour down with loud lightning Just similar to what she had flashbacks of ...

It is indeed quite weird for a student to cry infront of their professor that too while using the professor's shoulder as the place to lean on.

But in her case—
It was different,
It has always been different,
The distant friend of her brother,
Who almost talked negligibly—
There she was crying infront of him.
Immersed in the nostalgia so much that,
She forgot embarrassment.

Yet, his hold. His tender hold, made her feel. What she yearned for—
Warmth. Not the type, which came from her brother or her parents or Her best friend.  But, the warmth—
from him.

He let her lean on her. Deciding not to question her observing her state. 
What is it that bothers you so much? That makes you pained that much?

»»———-*.·:·.✧ ✦———-««

Pacing around the room waiting for Jin to Explain Everything to him ..
He finally said it out loud "Jin hyung Expain it to me why?"

While Jin stayed silent thinking the right words to let out. His eyes sparkled, yet a shaky breath left his mouth.

"Our...parents are the reason behind ..this" while Yoongi thought what can their parents possibly do ?

"Your parents?"he knew Jin's uncle and aunt had adopted them but never heard about his real parents.

"Real parents?" Jin Hummed in response

▪︎Flashback▪︎

The little girl Jumped with happiness
"Momma and dadda let's go!" She whined as her parents were busy telling The older boy to lock the door and wait for them the Nine year old boy Nodded obediently

"We will be right back , Jin sweetie lock the door properly" their parents got out heading to the car in Heavy Downpour "Momma..momma I want a chocolate " her father smiled to her "Sure baby We will buy you one" as he Started the engine

The car was filled with the little girl's Stories about her school and friends

"You know what happeneeeedd? I fell into the muddy puddle everyyyonee was laughing at me and I also giggled and jump- dadda! Stop !"
Her father slowly stopped the car she quickly opened the door and got out of the car while her mother shouted " wait Y/n ah let me come"

The little girl went towards the small puppy on the road " hey puppy!"

Suddenly there were lights coming towards her before she could realise Their car was rolling.... now her Little body trembled as she went towards the upside-down car Her eyes catching the red colour splattered over her parents. She who was too shocked to speak ran towards it. there was an Explosion and she was thrown back—

"Momma......

Dadda..."
She didn't cared if her clothes were muddy all she thought of was..
Her parents—

Whom she had lost in the raindrops and her tears.

She cried and cried in the Heavy rain.

From that day on the girl blamed herself for that accident to the limit that it lead her to the hospital for days , the days turned into months The trauma had torn her , her Smile was long lost for many years.. but with the help of doctors and her pretending to be Brave brother ..she knew he Was lying .. she knew he cried secretly... she chose not to tell him about the things she was going through both of them became a big hope for each other ..She was back to being herself but there were still things she was scared of..

She was scared of rain

She was scared of lightnings

▪︎Back to present ▪︎

"The Rain I used to love so much became the reason to haunt me with those dreadful memories "

"Only If I never saw that puppy"

" only if Dadda had never stopped the car"

She woke feeling cold sweat on her body for good fifteen minutes she didn't realise it was not her room.

"Hobi?" Asked yoongi

"I knew it"

"And you didn't mind to tell me?"

"Come on Yoongi-ya " hobi said

"Where is Y/n?" Jin spoke up changing the subject

"Uhh...my room" jin nodded but then widened his eyes in suspicion

"Why is she in your room?" Jin asked

" cause She Wants to be" Jin glared at him

"urgh.. she just wanted to study"

.......

"Y/n? Sweetie wake up amd go to your room" Jin said while she just ignored him

"Wake Up, you can't sleep in Yoongi's room"

"And What if I do? His bed smells nice." She stated in sleepy voice

"Yahh! Get off of my bed!" Yoongi held her arms flustered dragging her out

"—but, the smell."

"Shut up Y/N." Jin dragged her out

"Bye bro."

After awhile Jin slept and I entered back in Mr. Min's room from the door inside my room. Great he's working and while he works with his headphones on, I sneaked into his bed. Hehe,  what Y/N wants, Y/N gets.

Now Yoongi had options
1; to sleep in Hoseok's room and stay up all night because of him moving
2; sleep on the couch
3; sleep in others room for ex- Namjoon or Tae
but no he didn't want to go in their room and they were probably pretty dusty left the same from months..,

Sighing he took the pillow from the bed halting infront of her 'no care of the world face'

"Your lazyass didn't bother to move and is making me sleep on couch can't you just sleep in your roo-" he thought for a sec and then again

" right I can't sleep in your room you must have girly stuff there. Just get up and go."

"Shut up Rat, literally you are talking to yourself in the middle of night" I said slowly disturbed by his talking .

"Woah this snakeu, sleeping on my bed and acting as if it belongs to her." he placed the pillow on the couch and tried to sleep

"Yours is much comfier than mine."

"You really have no shame, sleeping in a grown man's bed."

"The man is not on his bed so yeah."

"Shameless creature!— firstly harassing me by acting like scaring me and then tripping on her own fine feet—"

"Goshhh! Fine stop it." I get up from his bed now fully awake because of the embarrassment.

"Aww really? Am I supposed to thank you now?"

"Take your pale ass here then, hyung." Yoongi widened his eyes as she spoke profanities with a honorific in the end.

"what's with the language suddenly?"he walked towards the bed while I flipped my hair. Ready to leave.

"that's a hidden part of me, Now shut up" I stated holding the door knob of the door connecting ours rooms from the inside.

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