Park Jimin
As dawn came I and Namjoon Hyung were sleepless while staring at Y/N as Yoongi hyung kept checking her
"We have to clean that mess and create a big fat lie" Namjoon Hyung stated and I sighed reminding myself of the scattered cuttlery on the kitchen floor. This all was a great representation of how she haven't recovered well.
"Yeah, let me clean the mess while you check up on Jungkook and think of a plan." I suggested and we stood up quick. Namjoon Hyung was quick to check up on Jungkook, thankfully he is a Deep sleeper. I went ahead to clean the mess.
"I'm just so in despair that She still can't forget that. We were all so happy just a day ago." I let out finally getting in Her room noticing Yoongi Hyung
"What so massive have happened that she acts like that?" Hyung asked casually while I notice his hold on her hand
"Just something that is too painful to even narrate." I told him and he furrowed his brows standing up only to sit back.
"You can ask about it yourself. Since we want you to treat her." He stared at me bewildered
"Are you kidding me Jimin? I can't do this." I sealed my lips for a second. Sure he wasn't a certified Psychiatrist but I knew he knew much to help her.
"You have to." I stated and he crossed his arms on his chest
"I can not play around like that." That turned me red, I could feel myself shaking. Control that's what I told myself until
"Moreover what are the chances that it will work, what if-" I glared at him ready to lunge on him
"Shut up." I said and he didn't do so, guess he didn't learn that.
"I'm not kidding." He said and I sighed angry tears pricked my eyes but I was quick to blink them away
"You should atleast try." I heard a voice that was Namjoon Hyung. Yoongi Hyung finally paused and nodded slow.
"Just once."
"By the way, Jin hyung was there to check up on Yoongi since he wasn't in their room for long. I almost ran but, thankfully he didn't ask when I told him Hyung is in my room. Now I am sure he is coming to check on Y/N too." I quickly stood and got out to stop Jin Hyung while Namjoon Hyung followed
"What do you mean she had a fever?" He said almost running to Y/N's room but I knew if he did he'd kill us.
"Hyung! Hyung!" I held him back
"She already told us not to let you know. Are you trying to get us killed? Act normal." Because if you crossed the door we'll still die a big time. Namjoon hyung told him and he freezed
"Okay but, take care of her." He said sternly and I nodded
Y/N
I sat on the bed properly buttoning up my sleeves to hide the wounds after Jin Hyung came to see me two hours ago he was like
"Y/N you should have let me know you know." He said and I thought quick
"You were far away from my room so." I told him and he nodded lightly
"Why a fever suddenly?" He asked and I got quiet
"I Don't know, my head hurt like hell so I called for Jimin after coming late and then I collapsed" I lied and stared focusing on my face as if finding a lie and I was just about to mess it he believed it.
"I hope you let me know EVERYTHING NEXT TIME" I nodded but deep down I knew I could never explain it to him.
He offered me a rest and I gladly accepted that because if he was agreeing no one can enter here. Just then Hoseok barged in and startled the shit out of us.
"Y/N!"
"Can you ever enter like ordinary people?" Jin oppa asked and I rolled my eyes staring at Hoseok sitting on the other side of my bed
"He's extraordinary." He chuckles as an agreement
"What happened? Taehyung told me you got sick?" Ahh Taehyung and Jungkook must've told him after visiting me as if I'm in a hospital.
"Long story short, I had a fever." I told him. I never told Hoseok about that incident, I didn't want to hurt him. He was himself suffering too much at that time. He'll hate me, for lying to him. For not letting him know. But, I didn't want to let him know now.... I'm afraid I'll loose him.
.......
I stared outside the transparent sliding doors towards the beach Jimin and Namjoon were talking as if they were some professionals talking on a serious matter, I had successfully ruined the holidays. I sigh. It's already evening.
"I'm sorry, Jimin and Namjoon."
Just then I hear a knock on the door,
"Y/N?" My ears perk up.
"Come in." I say and he follows softly opening the door as he noticed me staring outside.
"How are you feeling?" He asked
"Umm.. Alright."
"You replaced fine with alright?" He asked and I scoffed
"I denied the idea of involving you, Jimin and Namjoon oppa don't listen to me." I state frustratingly denying to let my walls down.
"Ouch, snakeu. That hurts ya know."
I ignore him as I continue to stare out of the transparent sliding door.
"I'm a liar,
A liar who has lied to people who care. There's constant urge in me which says 'Do you even deserve anything good?' I hate the thing that, I've hidden the worst of it, the truth of my life from my own brother and my best friend. They'll be so disappointed in me, they'll hate me. I'm such a coward." tears brim my eyes but, I blink them away sighing.
"I don't know what happened but, I assure you. You are really strong and brave unlike the coward that you say. It's okay to not to be okay." He said so soft and delicate. I stared at him, conveying messages which my mouth can never.
"Rest well. Let's talk tomorrow. Take care, don't do anything stupid. You deserve better." He stated and I nodded as sleep rushed in my eyes.
"Hey... if you ever want to share, I'm there okay?" He said and I hummed
"Thank you, Yoongi." He smiles lightly and lets me be alone.
"I believe in you."
He believes in me,
He trusts me.
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Ephmera || MYG
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