Ephmera || MYG

20. Don't you get it?

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

"Just go away. DON'T YOU GET IT?" The look on his face made her heart twist

"What's wrong all of a sudden?" He asked this time soft still holding her wrist

"I'm fed up of you. You're just boring and so annoying just get away." He stood there staring at her though her body felt fear and weakness at her knees she should avoiding the stuttering

"What? " he asked as she repeated those harsh words

"What the hell are we? Do you think I like to see you that much? Are you a fool?" He stared it looked so real despite her radiating warmth he held her wrist paining her as she whispered but it never reached his ears

"And who the fuck are you to talk to me like that?" He scoffed and held her wrist tight anger visible on his face

"Leave..me.." she whispered struggling under his hold

"KIM Y/N I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE, DON'T YOU DARE TO SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME." he yanked her wrist which was probably bruised as he left slamming the door shut noticing all others standing outside looking worried listening to the voices

What they saw was an ANGRY Yoongi rushing out towards the beach and soon after A sad but normal Y/N coming out it looked as if they fought.

"What happened? " Jimin asked as you shook your head
Namjoon and Hobi looked worried but you just smiled your way out
and rushed in your room hiding beneath the blanket.
It feels sickening

Ofcourse It hurt you but it was good for him atleast now.

Meanwhile Yoongi sat on the cold sand unwanted tears slipping down his cheeks

"Choi Ha rin it's all because of you.!" He shouted towards the ocean

Yoongi

"Ha rin ah?" I looked at her as she Hummed
"Do you like the ocean?" She smiled wide

"Yeah, it reminds me of my mother." She stated as her hair were softly coming infront of her face. I waste no time to put it back behind her ear noticing her known smile

" Your mother?" I queried

"We used to play here since we lived near the sea." She stated as I smiled soft holding her hand

"Yoongi-ya? Will you ever leave me?" She asked as he glanced at her

"Never." He said and she smiled but it looked sad than happy

Was she planning to leave me then?

My mother once told me before passing away,
"Yoongi‐ya if a woman makes your heart flutter, makes you all giddy and excited turn around because she is not for you. You must not marry her" She said as tears streamed down her eyes

"Whereas if a woman makes you feel warm, alive and loved. Hold her hand for the rest of your life. Even if she irritates you but you feel happiness she is for you" She told me as I hugged her form not really ready to see her like this

"Never ever fall for someone who makes you feel giddy, excited and heart flutters because I did the same and now look how I am" he saw her tears wiping them away

"Don't say it like that you can still move on" he told her as she shook her head

"Your father gave me expectations and I fell for him it would have been better if I had let him go then, my dear once there is true love it never fades."

...................

Min Yoongi

"If only You'd never left me like that!" I blamed it all on her again... I don't get it why the hell it hurts to remind those words. I  wiped my tears as I felt someone sit beside me

"So what else can I do Jimin?" I asked as he smiled soft looking at the sea infront

"Recognize what you feel now. What truly is paining you..

Is it really Choi Ha rin?

And what is the reason behind it. " I thought deep about it with an unfocused gaze

I didn't think much about Choi Ha rin lately I just blamed her. But what truly hurt me was Y/N I don't even know why. Maybe I should work on getting attached to people

"In this short time period of two to three months, did you feel happy and Alive?"Jimin asked as I stared at him

"It was her all long" I said denying what my thoughts were telling me

"It was Choi Ha rin all long!" He laughed

"I never said their names again! It's you only.." he stated as I realised

"But hyung, the girl you know Y/N as she is made with alot of a past and believe me it's much more than you know" We stared at each other as I hummed

"Hyung you look like a steamed dumpling with all those tears come on let's get it" he said giggling as I laughed as well.

........

"Jimin it is actually very controversial. Jin hyung won't like it , the contract from our institution and moreover Ha rin.. how could I ever ...?" Yoongi just blurted it all out

"Hyung, I am sure you'll find out a way." He patted my back as I sighed

"You do know about Hoseok right?" I asked glaring at the table which we sat near

"-Isn't it obvious hyung? " Jimin lets out "both of them are best friends from diapers but, I assure you it's one sided for now."

"Hmm..." I turned towards the door which twisted at this hour in night and
I saw Y/N looking so gloomy, her eyes dull and her smile gone wearing a long full sleeved loose shirt and a pair of short jeans. She moved out to notice Jungkook sleeping on the couch she stood there adoring him sleeping. She went back in the room brought a thin blanket in this summer and covered Jungkook with it
"I'm sorry" I heard her say to him

She came towards the kitchen slightly startled to notice me and Jimin who were deadly quiet, she turned stiff and acted strong even a part of her felt shaking. Grabbing the jar of water she poured it into the glass and gulped it down quick only to dash out.

Jimin called out her name

"Yes?" She came back

"Show me your arms" he demanded as she gulped while I sat confused watching them

"No‐N‐No! Why?" She stuttered but remained firm I shifted my gaze from her to Jimin

"Are you forcing me like the last time?" What the hell was that supposed to mean?

Until

"Why would you do that again?" He sounded broken