There's A Little Secret From Us | Jinkook

Chapter 33

Day after day passed, Jungkook never kept his promise to come home on time, he always came home late at night, and that was enough to irritate Jin, he just didn't want Jungkook to get tired, he knew Jungkook had to go back to work to support them because Jin was no longer working as reporters.

Jungkook asked him to quit his job when he found out that Jin was pregnant, yes, he was pregnant with their second child, and his womb was still very young and weak, and Soobin was the happiest person when he found out that he would not be alone anymore.

That night when Jin wanted to go into his room, he heard the sound of the door opening, it was almost midnight, Jin turned around and saw Jungkook appear there, he looked very exhausted.

"Hey, you haven't slept yet?" Jungkook said, he walked over to Jin and kissed him.

"Why do you always come home late? You always miss dinner with us," Jin said.

"I'm sorry," Jungkook said.

"An explanation is more important than an apology," Jin said.

"You know Jin, after that case my popularity dropped, and I had to work hard to get them to like me again, it's hard to get the main role and this drama is my only hope," Jungkook said.

"You could burn out like this," Jin said, he put his hand on Jungkook's chest and looked up at him.

"But I have you and Soobin, and this baby," Jungkook stroked Jin's stomach which was still flat.

"I still feel nauseous when I eat," Jin said.

"You take vitamins and anti-nausea medicine right?" Jungkook said and Jin just nodded.

"Are you shooting tomorrow?" Jin said.

"Yeah I only get Fridays off," Jungkook said.

"I have to control tomorrow," Jin said.

"Ah I forgot, I will ask permission from the director and accompany you to the hospital," Jungkook said.

"No, it's okay, I can do it myself," Jin said.

"Jin—"

"I'm fine," Jin said.

"Would you like hot chocolate?" Jungkook said.

"Yes please, can you add some marshmallows on top?" Jin said.

"Yes baby," Jungkook kissed Jin before going to the kitchen and Jin went into his room.

Jin likes Jungkook's hot chocolate, after he was pregnant he always drank it before going to bed.

Jungkook took him to his room and saw Jin on his balcony.

"It's cold here, you shouldn't be here," Jungkook said.

"Jungkook," Jin said.

"Yes baby," Jungkook said.

"Did you ever think that this marriage was real? I mean, the 5 years we were together, we had each other back then, but we didn't know each other, we were only connected by physical contact and that's it, but now look, you made me pregnant again, but this time you filled it with love," Jin said and he turned to Jungkook.

"I know why my mother only wanted me to be with you at that time, I think she knows that it was you who could endure, all my bad treatment, you accepted me for who I am Jin, even now, I can stand beside you because you never discussed my mistakes with you, I know you're sick of keeping it to yourself but you prefer never to discuss it with me, if it wasn't you he might have left me when my scandalous article first appeared," Jungkook said.

"I love you Jungkook, I don't know where that love comes from, but do you know? I'm angry, I'm disappointed, I'm broken, I'm hurt, I'm helpless at that time because you're my husband, it's not about love, but about I can't be without you, it hurts so much more if I have to let you go after what I've kept During that time, I just felt that everything was in vain, the pain was in vain if, in the end, we couldn't be together, I only wanted to get married once in my life, with the person I love, but unfortunately, I didn't love you at that time, but you gave me a lot of memories, even though it was just sex, but it made an impression on me, I'm stupid, I'm the stupidest on earth, because I still want to go back with a jerk like you, but can only by forgiving everything change for the better? Because I don't want to be hurt deeper when I lose you, I realize that in this life, only you know me the best," Jin said.

"What about Tae?" Jungkook said.

"Oh come on Jungkook, don't spoil the mood," Jin said.

"Soobin said you smiled when he kissed you that means—"

"Jeon Jungkook! Don't use Soobin for your spy," Jin said.

"He said it himself," Jungkook said.

"Do I have to discuss all your mistakes?" Jin said.

"From now on, this whole body is mine, until later," Jungkook said.

"You just want to touch me right? It's your favorite," Jin said.

"Yeah, your body is the best," Jungkook said.

"Aish," Jin hit Jungkook's chest.

"Jin," Jungkook said.

"Hmm?" Jin said.

"How about we move into a house with a yard behind it? We can have a bbq party and stuff," Jungkook said.

"You want to sell this penthouse?" Jin said.

"No, there are a lot of memories here," Jungkook said.

"No, we're still here, you should save your money for the things we need more, don't waste your money on that," Jin said.

"Why?" Jungkook said.

"Jungkook, a home isn't about how big the building is, or how nice the building is, but how comfortable it is to live in, and sometimes a home isn't a building, like you for example, you are my home," Jin said.

"I think this time I will get a daughter," Jungkook said.

"Why?" Jin said.

"Ever since you were pregnant you always say stuff like this but I like it come here you must be cold," Jungkook said and he took Jin in his arms to enjoy the beautiful night sky.