Sub-Consciousness || KNJ✓

Chapter-6.

The morning light peeked through the closed curtain, reflecting the shadows of them in the room. The temperature warm and cozy, a new bright day starting with new schedules and dreams, motivations and smiles.

She pulled open the curtains, her eyes squinting behind those glasses of hers as her red hairs glowing in the fresh morning sunlight. Clock showed only eight in the morning, the silence supporting her morning self, bringing somewhat peace to her mind and body.

New day, new life.

She was existing today too.

Every night, a thought of not waking up the next morning had crept inside her brain, not even surprising her because she had just accepted it. Death is uninvited, so was life, because you never got the choice to choose your life.

You were sended here in this world without any choice, to live it and then go back from where you've come.

This wasn't even your real home.

That thought which made her laugh, finding it funny because it was the truth which no one can deny on.

Some cherish that they got to say a new day while some aren't too amused, she can say she's one of the person now.

She isn't too amused waking up to a new day, not anymore where her parents don't want her.

And it's hard to even think of living for herself for that. She knows it will take much much time, don't know the time period but she just know there's much time indeed.

With a small smile she gathered her hair into a bun before walking towards her bathroom to get fresh up, a goal fix inside her to start preparing for her re-exam which even though had time, she won't let loose this time.

She will work hard and give her all to finish this phase and atleast show her parents that she didn't deserved their disrespect nor their taunts, nor their love.

Well, this atleast taught me to not expect too much from anyone, anyone.

She concluded in her head, entering her bathroom to fresh up.

After doing so, she made her way into the living room, knowing very well that her parents aren't up yet and so she had the advantage to eat and not starve herself anymore.

Another thing learned, not to starve yourself just because you're upset and not doing good mentally. And after visiting the hospital, she made sure she don't starve her stomach because of some people who can't appreciate nor care for her.

Coming in the kitchen, she made herself a quick breakfast before taking it in her room to avoid unwanted people in the mornings.

However, once she entered in her room, she found Namjoon already sitting on her bed which was made decently. Seeing her, he gave her a little wave, looking as much as fresh as he always looks, face shiny and glowy, eyes filled with adoration.

"Good morning~" he greeted and she closed the door behind from her foot before walking in and keeping the tray on the table before turning to him with a small frown.

"Good morning? How did you get in? Are you a stalker?" She asked tilting her head, confused but the man there found the action of hers cute, causing him to smile out more, not leaving her eyes.

"Your stalker? Maybe, but not a pro I must add" he replied casually making her more perplexed then she already was hearing his words which half of the time didn't made any sense.

Or am I too dumb to understand his words?!

"You and your complex words" she shooked her head taking her breakfast and having a bite from it, realising that his words weren't complex, they were simple but away from her grasp to understand them just now.