Love Is a Handfull of Secrets

Chapter 17

OK OK BEFORE I BEGIN I JUST GOT TO DO TWO CONVENTIONS THIS YEAR FOR MY SHOP! WALKER STALKER BOSTON IN AUGUST 2015 and ROCK AND SHOCK!! I am so excited so sorry I have been so busy with my full time job my business and spending time with the boyfriend I haven't got a chance to write! Thank you all for the votes and views please share my story all over and keep voting!

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We entered the studio. It was dim, very poor lighting only small rusty lamps held over each framed photograph. We both were quiet, Norman had his hand in mine. The only sound I could hear was us breathing as we looked in each photograph and the muffled conversation I am going to guess Terry was having with a friend in the next room.

Out of nowhere Norman pointed at a photograph and whispered into my ear.

"See that? That's the top of the Empire State Building" he said in that soft whispery raspy voice that made my heart beat 1,000 times a minute.

"It's beautiful up there.. I almost feel like I'm flying when I am up there.. Look at how he contrasted the film, how beautiful the lights hit the city below.." He said softy his thumb circling over mine.

I studied the photograph closely then from far away. It did feel like you were flying. The puffy gray clouds in black and white swirled in front of your eyes, the edge of the building from up top almost begging for you to fall into the photograph.. I sighed.

"Beautiful.." I trailed off memorized.

Norman looked at me and leaned closer, looking at the photo with me, that smell of cologne and cigarettes teasing my heart playing with its strings making me go bananas over this man.

"You are.." He said gently planting his lips on the crook of my neck and squeezed my hand again.

I looked into his eyes completely spell bound. I wondered what he was thinking inside of his beautiful brain of his. He was so out there so imaginative and creative and kind. I smiled at him.

"Such a gorgeous girl you are" he said softly. I blushed and kept smiling.

"You're all mine after today.. I have an idea for later" he said grinning a small mischievous grin that got my heart going again. Oh no this could be good or it could be bad! I licked my lips and giggled.

"I'm scared now" I said laughing.

He smiled at me, in a naughty kind of way. I gulped. That look was I know what I know and you don't Kind of look.

Suddenly, Terry came bustling around the corner with someone in tow. I couldn't recognize the other person at all.

"Hey there Terry hey Jared.." Norman began. No it was not. Hold on.. JARED LETO?!? His hair was cut pretty short, and slicked back and bleached. Suddenly I was nervous and I blushed.

"Guys this is my beautiful girlfriend, Paige...Paige this is Terry Richardson and Jared L-"

"OMG JARED LETO!" I exclaimed cutting Norman off. I looked at Norman and mouthed "sorry". He all of a sudden seemed pissed off.

"Nice to meet you Paige, you know you have beautiful eyes.." Jared said and I almost fainted. (LOL)

I knew Norman was mad about something but wasn't sure why...

"Norman can I talk to you for a second?" I asked trying to be as nice as possible so he wouldn't kill me for whatever reason he was mad about.

He shrugged.

"Excuse us please we will be right back" I said kindly to Jared and a Terry and we walked off into a small room around the corner which was probably for art talks and the like.

"What the hell Paige?" Norman said.

"What the hell is wrong with you? One second you're all over me then the next it's world war 3 all over your face" I spat back.

"Jared? You know JARED? You you.. How do I begin?!"

"Lay it on me.." I said.

"I'm pissed because when I met you you didn't even RECOGNIZE ME and we meet one of MY friends and you RECOGNIZE HIM?! I thought you were different and treated everyone the same.. Mean while he's standing there hitting on you and I don't like it one bit"

I said nothing just stared at the wall for a few moments. He was right but I didn't mean to come off like that toward someone else. Jared wasn't my boyfriend Norman was. I could see why he got upset because I treated Jared like a celebrity not like how I have always treated Norman. I sighed. I felt like crap.

"I'm sorry Norman I don't know what else to say but that i didn't mean to come off like that I just got too excited.. Been a fan of his band for years I had a moment" I said somberly. I didn't want Norman mad at me anymore.

"Ugh" he said running his hands through his hair. "I'll get over it eventually" and he walked off and went outside to smoke.

What the hell did I just do?!?

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More coming soon sorry it's such a short chapter. Love you all and I hope you liked! :-)