Love Is a Handfull of Secrets

Chapter 10

This night was definately starting off interesting. I was drunk well very buzzed pinned now against the brick building in the middle of the cold Boston night with Normans hands on either side of me against the wall his mouth exploring mine. I'm sure my lipstick was everywhere now. We couldn't resist eachother, He was gently kissing my bottom lip and down my neck. I got a chill from the fridgid Boston air and from his hand sliding down my backside, resting on my butt again.

I sighed into his mouth and he softly moaned and breathed kissing my lips again and then my ear and then back to my lips again. I gently bit down on his bottom lip and I felt enclosed by the smell of his cologne and the smell of sweet cigarette smoke. Here he was a bad boy with a sweet heart I was falling hard for. I put my hands around his arms and felt his muscles flex gently as he put his arms around me in return around my neck. 

We stopped breifly and I looked up into his eyes the Boston skyline flickering in his beautiful blue eyes under his Detroit Lions hat. He loved that thing. Now I remebered who I was kissing. An amazing and talented actor. My heart was racing as we were looking eachother. 

In his very raspy voice he said "Everytime I look at you, I see an angel, a perfect girl Paige. You are amazing I've had many girlfriends but there is something about you. Something I can't figure out.

Because there is something I'm hiding and I never want you to find out I thought looking at his mouth as he spoke. God I wanted to kiss it...You don't want to know that I was a stripper at one point and had a drug problem. You don't know want to know that at all. You would never talk to me again I thought to myself studying his eyes. Suddenly he looked concerned. Shit, now what did you do? Are you trying to give him hints?!! My mind screamed at me. I shook my head fast getting the thoughts out of my brain.

"What's wrong, baby?" Norman coaxed rubbing my shoulders now. "You looked like you were thinking about something serious anything I need to know?"

I shook my head getting a chill from him giving me a cute nickname like that and saying it in that sexy raspy voice. "No everything is fine just was thinking about something got lost in my train of thought from looking at you"

I bit my lip making my red lipstick smudge slightly. It was one of those 18 hour lip sticks that stayed on forever! I was surprised there was none on my teeth as I quickly pulled out a mirror to double check so I didn't look like an ass or a dirty hobo. I chuckled.

"You're good baby" he laughed at me "Nothing in those pretty pearly whites" he said winking.

"Here let's go back inside, okay? You look cold" Norman said and put his hand in mine and we walked back inside.

"Ya'll have fun making out in the cold?" Elyse looked at me raising an eyebrow. I blushed nine shades of red. Sean looked at us quizzically too. I bit my lip again instinively. It drove Norman wild when I did that. Still buzzed he gave my butt a quick little squeeze and a smack.

Elyse and Sean were now cracking up.

"Ya'll are too much" they said in unison. " JINKS!!!"

We all laughed as the Bartender began pouring us all another round of shots.

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When I woke up the next day in my apartment my head was pounding and I could barely see I was so drowsy and the sunlight was so bright drifting through the window. I squeezed my eyes shut pulling the covers over my head. I realized I somehow had no clothes on. The Hell??? I thought to myself. When I turned over suddenly I was aware there was another body there. A Nice warm body. I tried to wake up and focus.

The smell of ciagettes and cologne started to fill my nose. I got butterflies and realized it was Norman in my bed. But how did my... when did...did we have sex?? Why was I... I was so confused. Suddenly his eyes slowly opened and his blue eyes were sleepily on me giving me a loving look.

"Morning baby" He said drowsily. I couldn't help but smile even through all the confusion that was going through my head. He slid is hand over my hip, letting out a soft groan trying to stretch out his joints. I whiped his long hair out of his face. 

"What did we do last night?" I asked confused.

"Us? Oh nothing you are thinking of" 

"Then why Am I naked?" I asked again. 

He giggled and started laughing. Suddenly I was nervous and turning more shades of red. Oh god what is this friggin explanation???

"Well you got cold" Norman started, "So because you were very drunk later in the night you got naked in front of me and told me you didn't care and then passed out. I ended up tucking you in and making sure you were okay, that you didn't puke or anything like that...you are so cute when you sleep" he smiled.

I hid my face under the covers.

"Hey whats wrong? you embarassed?" Norman said, "Well a beautiful girl like you should not be embarassed about anything. you are an amazing girl with an amazing body and a amazing personality and you like me for who I am" he said now suggling into my neck. His hands snaked around my waist and I could feel his breath on the back of my neck which gave me chills.

I turned around. "Are you sure? you saw my breasts and everything... I never get that drunk, I feel like a joke like a whore" I said in  small voice.

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Atlanta, GA December 2006

I was outside having a smoke, when all of the men were filing into the club. Some of the dirtiest men came in this place. Here I was standing outside in barely anything. I wore a short skimpy plaid skirt, with a shirt that showed my middriff and my breasts. As a man walked by he eyed me like a piece of meat and then asked me how my night was going. I sighed and stamped out the cigarette. I had to get back on that metal pole that was my life now. i was a slave to the male entertainment industry. I was a piece of meat for every man to see.

As I walked back inside I could feels dozes of eyes burning into my backside, onto every curve of my body. I went backstage and waited with the other girls for the announcer to call my name on stage. I was so broke it wasn't even funny. I had $1,000 to my name. I needed money so bad and that night I was going to get it.

"Gentlemen please welcome, the very sexy the very hot, Paige McManus!".

The men roared as I stepped out and put my heroin trackmarked streaked arms and hands against the cold pole... 

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I flashed back to reality when Norman was on top of me kissing me all over my neck and my face, didnt even care that I was naked. He stilled treated me like a lady. And as I let him suffocate me with lust and intoxication I kept thinking to myself... I did deserve this right? 

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~FRANKIE~