Where Did All The Time Go? //Glittergolf/Montydrop Fanfiction\\

💛🧡❤️‍🔥🖤💔💚-Chapter 17: Accidental Messup-💚💔🖤❤️‍🔥🧡💛

(Mentions Of Self Harm, and a little tiny bit of dirty talk)

Monty POV
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Me and Roxy were heading to my place. She had to watch over me apparently. This has been going on for a bit now, but she should leave soon. Once she leaves I'll have the house to myself again.
We arrived at my place. I walked inside, immediately flopping onto the couch. Roxy sighed, watching me. "Why do you have to be here? We have our own houses for a reason. I'm a grown ass adult. I don't need supervision." I whined. Roxanne crossed her arms. "I won't stay tonight if you can allow me to look through your room and the rest of the place."

"Why-"

"Because of your addiction, Monty. Trust me, I want to be at my place as well, but I just don't trust you." She explained. I sighed. "Fine. Go look." I said. She looked surprised. "Oh? Okay then." She said, walking upstairs to my room. I sighed, staring at the ceiling as she scanned through my room.

30 minutes later, she came down with a few bottles of alcohol. "What're these?" She asked, sounding a little bit irritated. I looked at her, my eyes narrowing. "Uhhhh- leftovers?"

"Monty. These are full ass bottles of alcohol." She growled. I shrugged. "Means I haven't drank any. You already scanned through my stuff. Take those with you. I know for a fact you drink. Not sure why I can't..."

"Because when you drink, it's generally because you're depressed which causes you to be more depressed. It's not healthy. I drink a little bit here and there, you'd drink every minute of the day if you could!" She said. I sighed. "Well I'm not depressed, and that's all I got so you ain't gotta worry about that." I mumbled. "Yeah. I'm aware of that. But now I'm worried about other things."

"And that is?" Roxy sighed. "Have you ever...cut?" She asked, tying to make it sound as non triggering as possible. I shrugged. "I don't know. Like once or twice." I said. She narrowed her eyes. "When?" She asked. "Like...Uhm...I think about 6 months to a year ago." I mumbled. She nodded. "At least it's not recently...are you...feeling alright?"

"I'm fine. I really am. I'm getting better after the incident." I said, sitting up. She nodded. "That's good..." She said, sitting down on the arm rest of the couch. I nodded. "Yeah...I guess it is..."

There was silence for a little bit. Neither of us talked for about 10 minutes l that was until Roxy finally broke the silence. "Sooooo...care to explain why you were eyeballing Sun earlier?" Roxy asked, a smirk on her face. I felt a thin layer of heat on my face. "Oh? Was I?"

"Don't act dumb. You knew you were. There was pretty intense eye contact going on between you two." She said, still smirking. I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, yeah, shut up..." I mumbled. "Oh~ does mister anger issues over here like the softie attendant~?" Roxy teased. I glared at her. "I-I do not!" I said, accidentally stuttering. She snickered, sitting down beside me as I scooted over. "I won't tell. I just wanna know." She said, getting closer to me. "Tell me!" She said, a smirk again appearing on her face. "F-Fine! So what if I do? Is that so bad?!" I asked/shouted, annoyed and flustered. She snickered. "No~ why do you like them?" I raised a brow. "What do you mean?" I asked. She smiled. "Easy! I should've phrased it better...do you like their eyes? Their hair? Their personality? Their body~?"

"Shut the fuck up." I growled, flustered even more. She snickered. "So...what?" She asked. I sighed. "I don't know...I mean...I like everything about them...their eyes...the way they shine. Their smile. Their hair and how it's soft. Their personality..." I was beginning to zone out, a smile creeping onto my face. "What else~? Do you like Moon too?" She asked. I nodded a little."I mean, to like one you gotta like the other. It's a two n one bundle~"

"Yeah! Two people to f-"

"ROXANNE!?" I growled, my face now really heated up. "Whaaaat? I'm speaking the truthhh!" She said. I rolled my eyes. "When did this start?" She asked. I smiled. "Around the time I found out about them harming themsel- shit-"

"Say what now?" Roxanne looked concerned as she narrowed her eyes. "They do what?!" She stood up, staring down at me. I sighed. "Please don't tell them I told you! They'll kill me for sure..." I mumbled. Roxy sighed. "Can you at least tell me what's going on...?" She asked. I sighed, nodding. "I guess I have to now..."

"Yeah, you do." She said. I laid back. "So...I don't know much because they haven't told me much...but at the park that one day...I dragged them out into the woods and kinda forced them to show me what was underneath the wraps they had...I did it in a worried way...I wanted to know what they were hiding, if it was bad...and I saw cuts on Sun's arm...I'm thinking Moon was the one to do it though..."

"Why do you say that?" Roxy asked. "Because the wounds were scabbed over...and it seemed recently that they had done it. I'm pretty sure that's the reason they are at Chica's place right now...so...that just makes sense that it showed the scabs on Sun's body, but the gashes on Moon's..." I explained. She nodded. "Those poor things...I wonder what caused them to do this..."

"I'm not sure...but I will find out soon...I wanna ask them...I just....wanna take a slow approach so I don't trigger anything..." I mumbled. Roxy nodded. "That's smart...now how about we head to bed. I'll stay here for tonight, and I'll leave tomorrow." She said. I nodded. "I'll sleep on the couch. You take the bed."

"Again? Are you sure?" Roxy asked. I nodded. "Yeah...I'm probably going to watch some tv anyways..." I mumbled. She nodded. "Okay...if you change your mind, just tell me." She said, walking up the stairs, leaving me alone.

After what seemed like hours, I slowly drifted off to sleep.