Bad Girl

My only problem is that I want you

Anna's POV

Silence. That's all I got from my Thomas these past days. My phone stayed silent over the weekend, not a "hey" or anything from him.

Ignorance. That's another thing I got from him. I had to go to work and all I could do was watch that damn door and hoped he would appear. He was right, I hated everything about my job, but I couldn't let Caleb suffer from the lack of money or leave him alone through school so I can have a better job. My life was already miserable, but he was young and I could work and help him succeed, I could help him go to college.

Hate. Another thing I got from professor Davidson. He made me think I could dream about going to college, even if it was for 10 seconds my thoughts were there and I hate it.

But most of all he made me feel Desire, Lust, whatever it is called. My skin is still on fire when I think about that moment. His lips were from another world. I kissed a few boys but the way he responded, God, it was another level. And now I have to go to school and face him. I don't know how I will react, what is in his damn head. Probably my eyes will be on his lips, that I can be sure.

My class with Mr. Davidson started at 11 A. M. but I made sure to be 5 minutes late just to annoy him. I made my entrance without knocking and looked directly at him. He looked more than cute when a frown apperead on his face but that was his only reaction. He was of course in the middle of his lecture and just made a gesture with his head to my seat and continued talking looking at other students.
I was for sure disappointed but I went to my place. He looked very tired, I could bet he didn't closed an eye and the only moment he looked at me was completely by accident in the middle of the lecture when a classmate in front of me asked him something. He looked at me for a few seconds after he turned and looked at the window. I gave up following him and I started drawing in my notebook and I slowly could block his voice.

I couldn't stand all this situation. I had to know if he felt the same way and I headed to his office. I simply opened the door and entered. Thomas raised his head from some papers and looked puzzled at me.
"Ever heard of knocking Miss Brown?" Miss Brown? The way he said my name hurt me a bit, I knew he was serious and cold.

"Please, you can't be here." I just looked at him and let him continue. I was eager to hear his pathetic speech. "Fine, don't say anything, I will do the talking. First, you heard Mr. Richard, he is watching us and coming here was a dumb idea." he was nervous, he raised from his chair and started walking frantically through the small office. It was kind of cute to watch him like that." Look, please, we will find a way to stop this interaction between us. Maybe I can find a way so you can have the final exam earlier from my class, you know everything you need and maybe this way Mr. Richa" I couldn't stand anymore and left out a nervous laugh. He seemed to be cute in the beginning but now I just want to punch him to stop saying all these nonsense.

"Can you please stop? You just want to prove me that you are a coward. And you can stop panicking, Mr. Richard left the school a while ago. I am not that stupid to come here when he is watching us. I came here to talk with you and tell you that you that I didn't care about what he said." he approached me probably because he wanted me to minimise my tone.

" Anna, it's your last year, I don't want to ruin your chance to graduate, to go to a college. " he really starting to piss my off

"Hello! Did you heard me when I said I don't want to go? You can't change my mind. You don't care about me or my chances to graduate, you don't want to loose you freaking job."

"It's not only about the job Anna. I don't want you to have problems." he said tired and approached me more.

"My only problem is that I want you." I placed my hands on his chest and watched my hands moving, before one of my hands had to chance to slip through his shirt he raised my hands above my head with one of hands.

"Don't do it."

"why? Why are you always such a coward? I know you want more, I can feel it and see it clearly, but yet here I am always making the first move."

"Anna, I am not coward, stop saying this. Maybe you see things in a different way, but I can't do this to you. You are my student."

"a student that you kissed."

"I" I knew what he wanted to say

"Don't say it, I am willing to risk everything to be with you and you always find excuses. Let me go, please." he looked so sad and hungry at me in the same time.

"Let's talk but not here. Maybe we can try something after you graduate."

"Pff, no, that's enough."

"Anna, please" he looked at my lips and touched them with his big thumb. I don't know how but my mouth captured it and I started licking it and Thomas closed his eyes from all the pleasure. He left my hands down and his free hand ended on my waist.

"Let's have a night together and after we can forget everything between us." I told him. "This sexual tension is killing me Thomas, I want you."

"Anna, this will not dissappear. You can't imagine the things I want to do to you if the situation was different."

"Tell me, show me, do whatever you want with me." he didn't react so I knew that there was a way to show him that I wanted him. I took his hand and guided it in my pants. In the moment when he touched me under the wet fabric we both gasped with pleasure. His hand stayed there but he didn't do anything.

"This is wrong" he told me and buried his head into my neck placing faint kisses.

"No, it's not. Do whatever you feel." in the next second he took his hand out, quickly locked the door and unbuttoned my jeans lowering them just a bit.

"Anna, what are you doing to me?" he asked and I didn't had the chance to answer him. He left me breathless and he kissed me through the fabric of my panties and started touching me with his finger. I don't know how much it took me to reach that happiness and euphoric state. Even if I was with a few boy it was my first orgasm and I looked shocked at him.

"What happened? Are you ok?"

"More than ok. Now I think it's my turn."

"No." he hugged me and grabbed my naked booty with his hands but before I could do something else a loud bang scared me and I left of a scream. I looked around and a book was on my desk. I was still in my class surrendered by my classmates and Thomas was looking at me.

"Good morning Ms. Brown, sorry to wake you up but the class is about to finish and maybe you don't want a detention."

I sighed. Apparently it was just a dream. A hell of a dream.

Thomas went back to his desk to take some papers and I decided to text him. I heard when he received the message but he waited until the bell rang. I stayed beyond and watched him read the text and looked at me embarrassed.

"I just had a  wet dream with you."

He took his phone out and texted back

"Can you share more details?" I smiled and looked at him. He was fighting to hide a smile.

"I can show you."

"Candy..." he texted back and then addressed me.

"I have to go Miss Brown, have a good day."