All Too Well| DD Osama

009

Desiree's POV
I stood there staring hopelessly at David.

I just poured it all out and I was waiting for his response.

He went to open his mouth but before he could Alabama can running up to him.

"Oh m g babe whos this" she threw her arms over his shoulders hugging him.

He had a pleading look in his eyes but I was just quietly laughing to myself.

"I'm Desiree," I forced a smile her way, making her turn around and shake my hand.

"Oh Dd never mentioned you," She said and I shot him a half laugh half smile.

"Oh I'm his baby mom," When I told her that her entire expression dropped.

"Dd never mentioned a kid either," she looked at him with panic in her eyes.

"Hm Dd why have you kept us a secret from Delilah's future step mommy," I made sure I acted just as shocked as she was to add dramatic effect.

"Well um I have a plane to catch," She let go of my hands and walked toward him. "I just wanted to say bye."

As she walked away and disappeared from view I turned back to him.

"Oh my fucking god David!" I yelled at him. "You just lied in my fucking face! You just told me you weren't fucking with that skank anymore! Oh my god! And you fucking hid the fact that you were a dad!"

I was so mad that I was pacing back and forth. I could hardly look at him. He was making me so mad.

"Desiree I promise you I didn't know she was coming over! All this time I've been ignoring her and trying to get her to back off! I just want you back in my life!"

He grabbed my arm trying to make me look at him but when I saw him I felt more rage engulf my body.

I simply yanked my arm back from him and as I looked in his face I was stuck.

"Want me back in your life?" I laughed in his face but all I felt was rage. I wanted to be with him but this act is pissing me off. I was so mad I just punched him in the chest. And again.
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He just took it.

He saw the hurt in my eyes and knew he caused it.

"David why can't you just stop the cheating and lying!" I cried taking another swing at him. "I wanna fight for you but not if youre gonna treat me like shit!"

I wipe the tears off of my face. I couldn't let him get the best of me.

"I'm talking my daughter and I'm fucking leaving!" I yelled in his face.

"Cmon Desiree please," He looked hurt too. Like his heart was shattering.

"No," I told him throwing my hands up. "I can't you have let this fucking fame get to your head."

I walked in the house and grabbed my bag looking for Delilah.

I got curious glances from everyone until Mrs.Reyes stopped me.

"Mija whats wrong?" she placed a concerned hand on my shoulder.

"David mama," I told her ready to cry. "I love him to death and he can't seem to stop lying to me! The David I fell inlove with would never hurt me like this."

I leaned in her arms crying. I'm suprised I had tears left at this point.

Just then I heard David running through the house and when he found me he stopped.

"Please don't leave me."

Those were the words that cut the air like a knife.

His voice was soft as they were when I first looked into them.

I just couldn't forgive him though.

Before I could say anything Mrs.Reyes started going off on David.

"David, ¡no puedo creer que hicieras eso, Desiree! ¡Te crié mejor que esto!"

Her hands were flying everywhere and once I found Delilah I just left.

We drove home and Delilah happily played in her room.

I was so numb.

I couldn't cry or even feel sad so I sat on my bed watching the cars outside.

I heard a knock on the door and I slowly made me way to open it.

Standing on the other side of the tall door was David.

He had a bouquet of flowers in one hand and a big bag of gifts in the other.

"Desiree I love you. Since the moment I laid eyes on you and I know I have treated you like shit. And you're right that I let the fame and shit get to me but seeing the way I hurt you I knew I had to fix my shit," He was talking a mile a minute. "You're so so important to me Desiree. I wish I realized that before I hurt you so bad."

He handed me the stuff before walking off.

A tear rolled down my cheek as I had an epiphany.

I'd forgive him no matter what.

I dropped everything and ran after him.

He was all ready in the elevator which I knew I couldn't wait for so I ran down the flight of stairs.

It was a race against time.

I couldn't let him go. He's the love of my life no matter how bad he hurts me or how much I pretend to be mad.

I truely wish my heart was as cold as I pretend because it would be easier to move on from him.

I reached the parking lot just as I saw him walking to his car.

I ran across the parking lot. He saw me running and stopped.

When I reached him I just stopped.

I couldn't think of what to say to him. I just knew I had to say something.

"I can't give up on you," I said to him slowly and just above a whisper.

"Desiree you have fought me this entire time whats changed?"

"You did," I moved the hair from my face."I stopped fighting for you when I thought you weren't even fighting anymore but your speech up there showed me that you didn't give up."

His eyes sparkled with hope.

Hope was long over due.

I almost forgot, Thanks sugarhillzay for the inspo behind this chapter and ty pinterest for helping as well.