A second chance

chapter 24 | A second chance

⚠️talk of panic attack⚠️
*you are currently in Nat's room having a panic attack you're strapped down onto a table you start looking around frantically you see a man who looks like a doctor*
Y/n: please...
*you shake your head*
Y/n: no no no this isn't real
*you see the doctor with a needle*
Y/n: no it's not real,it's not real  I can't not again
*your vision goes black*
Y/n: I...
*your still unconscious on Natasha's floor you don't know how you got there or what's happening Nat lightly taps your face*
Nat: hey stay with me look at me Y/n look at me come on
*you don't know what's happening it's like you can hear her but you can't wake up*
Nat: baby fight it come on
*she holds your hand so you feel something and so you know your safe and with some one*
Nat: Y/n it's Natasha if you don't respond soon I'm going to have to get Bruce here to help you
*you squeeze her hand as you go in and out of consciousness she doesn't know you have fainted again*
Nat: good it's going to be over soon everything will be... Y/n
*she notices you have fainted again you see Dreykov*
Dreykov: your... dead
*you wake up now gasping for air Nat helps you sit up*
Nat: your safe now Y/n it's okay
*you hug her tightly she holds you there so you could relax you had a death grip on her as you came back to your senses she let you be alone for the next couple of minutes you had a really bad headache and you felt nauseous her touch was helping a lot just feeling her presence was calming knowing that your safe and that you could touch her softly*
Nat: I'm going to help you into my bed so you can rest count backwards from 10 for me while I move you
*weakly*
Y/n: 10...
*she carefully picks you up and places you on her bed she sits next to you and you cuddle into the side of her leg she rubs the top of your head*
Nat: keep counting Y/n
Y/n: 7...
Nat: I'm going to text Wanda to come up here so I can talk with her and so you can listen I think she knows about us so I want to level with her
*you nod as a tear rolls down your cheek she sees it*
Y/n: 6...
*she text Wanda and 5 minutes later she walked in she saw you both on the bed like you were she walked over confused and worried at your state she never saw you like this before*
*quietly*
Wanda: did I do that to her?
Nat: no of course not this was bound to happen at some point I just wanted to talk to you about what you saw
Wanda: yeah I wanted to ask you... are you two... a thing?
Nat: yeah basically but there were a lot of things before that  that would explain everything
Wanda: weren't you two fighting just last week though?
*Nat looks down at you*
Nat: yeah but we settled our differences and apologised to each other we were just afraid of our feelings
Wanda: wow o that's really sweet I'm happy you two worked things out I hated seeing you two fight because of how much you had in common
Nat: thank you we just wanted you not to tell any one yet we wanted to keep things intimate between us
Wanda: I understand and I won't  say anything you have my word
Nat: thank you we really appreciate it
Wanda: your welcome is there anything that I can do to help Y/n? I just wanted to let her know she can trust me
Nat: is it okay if she helps you with your headache?
*you nod*
Nat: okay close your eyes and relax
*you do what she says and another tear falls from your eyes a second later you felt that same feeling you felt before accept this time it felt good your nerves were calmed and you felt better Nat felt you go from tense to relax after a few minutes she stopped and you looked at her*
Y/n: thank you
Wanda: anytime I just wander you to know I didn't do that on purpose I'll let you be alone now
*she left and closed the door behind herself Nat put her hand on your back and felt your heartbeat speed up you hugged her leg now she could tell you were still hurting from the flash backs from what she saw it was intense so she understood*
*softly*
Nat: I know this is repetitive but count backwards from ten for me again you have to get your mind of what you saw
*you nod*
Y/n: 10...