𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐂𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐝 : 𝐂𝐆 𝐗 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄-𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨𝐨

You would be lying if you said you weren't crushing on Conan. Your heart melted into sticky glue every time you saw him. You tried to give him hints, you really did. But he just never seemed to notice.

"Hey, Y/n! We're gonna go on in 30 minutes!" You smiled at Renny, thanking her for the reminder.

"Y/n! Ready for tonight?" Your heart dropped as you turned around, Conan in his classic bandana and Converse. "Uhm, yea!" You turned back to your mirror, patting glitter in the crease of your eyes.

"Your eyes look pretty" You hid a smile, watching Conan's eyes through the mirror. He looked so infatuated with you, his face now with a light pink tint on it. "Can you give me some glitter?"

You nodded, getting up before letting him sit in your chair. "What color do you want?" You got a new brush as Conan's eyes wandered on your glitter pallet.

"Silver?"

"That'll look great on you, Conan." Gently, you spun the chair towards you, kneeling down slightly to be face to face. "Close your eyes please" you smiled, Conan snapping out of his trance before shutting them tightly.

The room was silent, only the mumbled sounds of the crowd outside flowing into your ears.

You picked up some of the glitter on your brush, patting it into his eyes. His body tingled at the feeling, melting into the chair.
The thing is, he didn't know if it was the soft brush that was making him feel that way, or if it was how close his face was to yours.

He knew he liked you, but he was so scared of the feeling. He didn't want to mess anything up with you, he'd rather die than lose you as a friend. You were always there when he needed you. He acted dumb when you tried to flirt, feeling kinda bad for shooting you away.

But he didn't want things to end badly, so he just ignored the entire situation and let you deal with your insecurity.

"All done! Do you like it?" He opened his eyes, smiling at the pretty glitter that lay on his face. "I love it! I'm sparkling"

"You look Great, Conan"

Your heart raced as Conan's introduction played, your fingers slipping up and down the neck of your guitar.

The lights flashed above you, a sea of phones and smiling faces staring back at you. You started to black out as you heard screams, Conan's jumping body making the crowd go insane.

"Crush cultures makes me wanna spill my guts out!"

You bobbed up and down with the music, your fingers pressing down on frets and strings.

The whole show was going so well, time speeding by. You didn't know if it was on purpose or not, but Conan kept shooting glances at you, smiling in reassurance.

"For this next song, I wanna dedicate it to someone very special" His hand gripped onto the mic, his soft voice radiating into the small venue.

"I'm not gonna say who but I think they might know who they are. If not, I'll feel very stupid" He laughed, turning back to you with glistening eyes.

Were you delusional? Or did he just dedicate a song to you? Why would he look back at you if it wasn't about you? Questions ran through your head, the song "Lookalike" started playing. It was your favorite of his.

He knew that, which is exactly why he dedicated it to you.

He tried to look at you, but you just paid attention to your chords, knowing that you would get extremely flustered if he looked at you.

"And I'll admit that I sometimes maybe, might..."

Your breath hitched as you looked up to be met with his shining brown eyes, a heartwarming smile on his lips. It's like you could read his emotions, giving him a look back.

"Think about you at night, well, almost every night"

You swore your heart was running a marathon with how fast it was beating. You had never felt this way about someone. He made butterflies erupt in your stomach, like an explosive was going off inside of you.

"No matter how I try to hide and erase you from my life...I'm dying to find a lookalike"

It was like a scene from a movie. The lights tuned out your shy faces, Renny's piano playing skills bringing up the feeling of love up to 1,000.

"Thank you so much, LA! I love you all so much!" He ran around the stage, throwing air kisses and hugs into the crowd. He waved once more, running off the stage with a bright smile.

The band continued to play the outro, lights flashing and dimming as the show ended. Your heart raced while you got off stage, your eyes scanning for Conan.

Conan was hiding from you. He had basically just admitted his feeling toward you in front of a crowd. What if you didn't feel the same? Did he just embarrass himself?

"Nice show guys! The tension could've been cut with a knife" Christine smirked, high-fiving Hayley. "What do you mean?" You furrowed your eyebrows, getting slightly defensive.

"I just mean that you and Conan were basically making out with your eyes, I mean come on. You guys are adorable!" You froze, confused as they passed you to pack up.

You just brushed it off, but your heartfelt excited that they felt what was going on too.

"Conan? Coneee? You there?" You hopped from room to room, eventually finding your way to the second floor of the venue.

"Cone? You in here?" You peeped your head into the theater, Conan sitting alone in the red chair.

"There you are, I've been looking for you" He smiled, biting back his lip before going back to playing with the small rings on his hands.

You sat next to him, feeling your heart strike back up. The feeling was weird, it was weird but nice. Warmth covered your body, shooting small glances at Conan as you sat in silence.

"You did great...I'm really sad the tour is over" You finally broke the silence, Conan turning his head to face you. "I'm gonna miss you, Y/n. More than anyone"

"Well that makes sense, I mean I'm just-"

Your lips were shut by a kiss, Conan's lips placed on yours. You were so shocked, but when you realized what was happening you kissed him back instantly.

Your body got warmer, the bomb in your stomach finally explode and it felt so good. His lips were soft against yours, his hands gently holding your jaw as he pulled even closer.

You could never explain the feeling, for someone who had never had his first kiss...he was really good.

He pulled away to catch some air, his face flushed in a beautiful pink hue. "I...I like you" You just smiled, shaking your head.

"I like you too Cone, I really like you"

A/n: missed y'all <3