Jennie Imagines

People are mean

(WARNING!!)(SUICIDE ATTEMPT AND SELF HARM!!)
You just came home from an exhausting day of work and decide to just relax. You slump back onto the couch and decided to scroll through social media to occupied yourself. You just the comments on your posts especially the new one with Jennie. There's so many comments but as you start to read them you frown. They're all hate comments on all your posts. Talking about how ugly and not good enough you are and that you don't deserve Jennie and homophobic comments. You start to feel really sad and overthink about all the mean things people are saying about you and wondering if they're right. As you continue to read you just cry really hard and you're completely heart broken and in pain. All the comments replaying in your head over and over again. You get up to go to your office and you dig around to find your pencil sharpener and you take out the blade from it. As you successfully token out the blade you go into the bathroom and look at yourself in the mirror seeing your tear stained face. You slide into the bathroom floor and start cutting yourself one cut at a time. Watching the blood flow out of your arm from the cuts you made and letting the pain and daze feeling overtake you. But it doesn't last long until you hear a voice calling for you. It's Jennie she just got home and she's looking for you her girlfriend. "Y/N?"Jennie says."Where are you baby?"
"I know you're home you don't leave anywhere without your phone baby."Jennie says. Jennie walks through the house looking for you. She she's the bathroom light on so she decides to check the bathroom for you. She doesn't knock and opens the door. But before she can even call for you or say anything she's met with you sitting on the floor bleeding. "Oh my god baby!"
"What happened?" "What did you do?"
She says panicking grabbing a towel to wrap around your bleeding arm to stop the bleeding. "I'm so sorry Jennie." "I'm sorry I'm not good enough and I'm a bad girlfriend, I don't deserve you." You say crying. "What baby, what do you mean?" Jennie says to you. "You'll always be enough and you're more than good baby." "You're the most amazing girlfriend I could ask for." Jennie says. "Now what did you do and why?" Jennie ask. "I'm not though Jennie and everyone else thinks that so it must be true." "Everyone saying that I'm ugly and I'm a horrible person and that I don't deserve you or homophobic slurs." You cry out. Jennie hugs you tightly and try's to sooth you. "Awe baby they're just haters and nothing they say is true not even the slightest." "You don't need to listen to them what they say doesn't matter baby." Jennie says. "Why are people so mean." You say to Jennie. "Because people are jealous of you and just miserable pieces of shit that have to put people down to feel good about themselves." Jennie says. "You don't need to worry about them baby I got you." Jennie says. You lay into Jennie clinging to her for comfort and to sooth your pain and worries. "I love you so much and you don't have to worry about forgetting that because I'm tell you and you show you forever." Jennie says. "I love you too Jen." "Thank you for calming me down and talking me through this." You say. "Of course baby I'll always be here for you." Jennie says.