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Chapter 10: I can't remember

Shawnee's pov

"You're such a great errand boy Shawnee for killing this three you can grant a wish from this" sabi niya at nagulat ako sa inaabot niya sakin is an amulet.

"What is this?" Sabi ko "Ethan use that before for Dorothea so I made this one for you to use to bring back your mother to save her from that problem before" sabi niya at kinuha ko naman iyon.

"How to save mother?" Sabi ko. "Just look at the amulet and rub it and wish" sabi nito at ginawa ko naman.

"Just one wish and you need to kill 1k soon this is just a chance for a normal ending for you" sabi niya at tumango naman ako "I wish my mother will be alive and healthy!" Sabi ko at biglang umilaw ng todo ang amulet at nasilaw naman ako.

"My eyes!" Sabi ko. "Your wish is granted" narinig ko sa amulet at nanglaki mata ko "you can go back to your time to see your mother" sabi niya. "How about Sandey's mother?" Sabi ko. "He is from the real world so he can't grant that" sabi nito at nanglaki mata ko.

"I am a real person?" Sabi ko and she nodded "I want you to have a happy ending for the sin I did before so please accept it" sabi niya hindi naman ako nakaimik at tinanggap nalang yun.

Pagkauwi ko naman sa original time napatakbo naman ako sa bahay ko I am praying and praying sana si mama andoon so nag madali ako tumakbo at pagkapunta ko sa bahay napatigil ako at binuksan ko ang pintuan.

But I heard alot of sound like cooking sound, lakas ng kaba ng puso at pagpasok nakita ko si mama "mama ikaw bayan?" Sabi ko "oo ako ito ano ba problema mo Shawnee at Shawnee what happened to your hair why it becoming gray?" Sabi ni mama at napahawak ako sa buhok at tumulo ang luha ko.

"Mother I have a bad dream mabuti nalang andito ka I miss you so much!" Sabi ko at niyakap naman ako ni mama "Andito lang ako lagi so don't worry healthy din si mama I am strong" sabi niya at napangiti naman ako.

"Brienne made her promise real I am so happy" sabi ko "who's Brienne is she your girlfriend?" Sabi ni mama and I remember Yxia "I have a girlfriend she is Yxia and Brienne is just a friend" sabi ko.

"What you have a girlfriend!? You should introduce her to me" sabi niya at ngumiti naman ako "soon you will meet her" sabi ko.

Yxia's pov

Nagising naman ako agad at nakita na katali ang ang mga paa ko sa kama, but my head is so light I can't remember a thing but why I have a big stomach bump.

"I'm home" sabi ng boses at natago naman ako sa kumot. "I am home Yxia" sabi ng boses at naramdaman ko palapit na siya na nginig naman ako.

"What happened to you, why become so nervous?" Sabi ng lalake. "Sino ka wag mo ako lapitan" sabi ko pero kiniss niya ako sa noo "Hindi kita sasaktan I will protect you" sabi niya.

"Nanginginig ako hindi ko alam kung baket pwede ba lumayo ka onte" sabi ko at sumunod naman ito "ok ok pero hindi mo ba ako naalala parang natatakot ka sakin I am your boyfriend I'm taking responbility to you we had sex and you become pregnant" sabi nito at nanglaki mata ko.

"Bat wala ako maalala!? Baket ganito bat nakatali paa ko" sabi ko bat parang normal  lang sakanya nakatali ang paa ko.

Nanginig naman ako pero pinakawalan niya paa ko "kinky ka sa sex" sabi nito he smiled "but why I can't remember anything!?" Sabi ko "I'm worried for you Yxia why you can't remember things I need to check you up" sabi nito at napatayo naman siya at parang hinanap na gamit sa bag nito.

"I have a medicine maybe you forget to drink some meds here" sabi niya at inabot sakin "ano ba sakit ko?" Sabi ko sakanya "you have brain problem I always takes care of you, because you leave your family behind but day by day your head condition getting worst and worst that's why I am here to protect you" sabi nito

"You're kinda suspicious please don't hurt me" sabi ko sakanya at nanginginig padin ako.

"Ok ok I will leave you fine just call me if you need me I gonna leave that phone to contact me you're kinda scared and I don't want you to miscarriage the baby so please be careful ok?" Sabi niya at iniwan naman at nakahinga naman ako ng maluwag.

He left me alone kumain naman ako ng candy para makahinga ako ng maluwag and I stare at the wall "I feel nervous when I am with him but I can't remember anything but this medicine he gave me, I have to drink it" sabi ko sa sarili ko at uminom ng gamot.

Napatayo naman ako at naglibot libot sa paligid pero wala ako makita more in stufftoys nakikita ko sa paligid. Kinuha ko naman ang phone at nakita ko napipindot ang screen at nakita ko ang name may nakasulat na Shawnee.

So the silver hair guy name is Shawnee.

"Shawnee?" Sabi ko "Yxia you called me?" He enter the room and he smiled "that's your name, your name is kinda cool" sabi ko "aw really thank you Yxia" sabi niya sakim.

"I am hungry can you give me noodles" sabi ko "sure thing wait for me I will heat some water" sabi ni Shawnee and he left me.

I keep using the phone and keep looking at picturess and I saw I have pictures with Shawnee so we really have a relationship? But why I can't remember...?

I want to remember all, but it's already suspicious that my leg is tied up when I wake up. If I am kinky? Then... how I am a bitch or something?