Addiction

Chapter 2: Being Controlled

Yxia's pov

It's been 3 days hindi kami nag kikita ni Shawnee and he didn't even answering at wala din siya sa part time job niya and I am sooooo worried about it. "Ano problema Xia?" Sabi sakin ni Zeno. "The other guy left me I haven't introduce you to him" sabi ko "another guy!? Do you mean you have another play thing?" He said and I smiled he knew what I am doing and I nodded.

"Yeah he kinda good at it and I wanted more of him" sabi ko "andito naman ako parang nilalayuan mo na kami just because of that guy?" Sabi ni Zeno parang nag seselos. "He just rock my world" sabi ko and I smiled at mayamaya napadaan ako sa may television habang nag lalakad kami and I frowned.

"Isn't that your ex?" Sabi ni Zeno "yeah I didn't know he debuted as a kpop idol naiinis padin ako sakanya" sabi ko, he left me because he wanna chase his dreams but he have alot of money we been dating like 5 years and he left me.

"That's kinda sad to hear but we are here for you" sabi ni Zeno at napangiti naman ako at niyakap siya "thank you" sabi ko.

YUNG NAG HIWALAY na kami ni Zeno pumunta naman ako sa isang cafe dahil nakipag meet up sakin ang kaybigan ko hinihintay ko lang siya dumating.

Pero napatingin ako sa phone ko at nag message uli ako kay Shawnee and finally he replied "sorry it's been days since I last replied you, i'm free tonight want me to get you later?" Sabi niya at namula naman pisngin ko "let's meet up in the mall in 8pm i'll be waiting" with heart emojies.

"Sorry I was late" sabi ni Jade at napangiti naman ako "it's ok anyway hi Leon" sabi ko at nag hello kay Leon.

"Hello po tita Yxia" sabi niya at ngumiti naman ako. "Last day ko na sa pinas pupunta na ako uli sa korea napapunta lang kami dito dahil napadaan kami ni kuya" sabi ni Jade at nawala ngiti ko.

"Ha si Daniel bat naman dumaan dito yun?" Sabi ko "he meets mom and dad that's why pero hindi alam na kasama kami" sabi ni Jade at may binigay naman ako kay Leon. "Leon ito bibigay ko sayo cellphone in case in emergency you can call me and papaalarm din mga kasama ko kung mangyari sainyo parang tinuturing ko na kasi kayo pamilya" sabi ko at nakita ko parang iiyak na si Jade.

Noon bata pa kasi kami magkakilala na kami ni Jade we are in a rich family and we are neighbors nagkahiwalay kami dahil sa teenage years umalis din ang kuya niya papunta korea and she also hides from korea.

Susunod pupunta nadin ako sa korea pero buti nalang may kakilala si Jade doon yun ang kaybigan namin si Layla. Yung nakapag tapos na ako college wala na si Jade non dahil she already have Leon in her stomach.

"Mamimiss talaga kita Yxia" sabi ni Jade at niyakap ko siya "magkita kita nalang tayo susunod" sabi ko.

Shawnee's pov

"Hindi mapaniwalang theory yan Shawnee, I think nakainom ka ngayon" sabi ni Theon at tingnan ako ng seryoso "well paano mo naman masasabi na fictional world ito since it's like a story book ang panget kaya nangyayari sa paligid is not like a fairytale na magkakaroon ng happy ending" sabi ni Ceasar.

No one believes me this world is fictional even I am a fictional character include everyone in this cast but there's a writer and a reader will see all this disaster.

"How can you explain why the devil is always at the window and wishes always granted?" I asked "very simple in our world the devil grant wishes to give some bad life to others we might have a bad ending and a happy ending" sabi ni Ceasar.

"Susunod dalin na natin si Shawnee sa hospital hindi lang naging sila ni September nag kaganyan na" sabi ni Theon at I was shocked at tingnan si Ceasar mukhang napipikon.

"It's not like that come on, it's just the world is so different here" sabi ko. "Alright alright alis kana may pupuntahan kapa Shawnee" sabi ni Ceaser at pinapalayas na ako, sumunod naman ako keysa naman kaawayin ko pa ang favorite ng devil ng fictional world na ito.

He is the one who have powers at kung baket nabuhay din ang devil sa window and it's not hard to see hin in every chapter in each stories, hindi katulad ko dahil I'm the opposite of evil.

Pero looks like this strange world forcing me to change that's why I meet this girl name Yxia, is obviously she's the sane as everyone who didn't know the world also fictional.

In somewhat her character is something fishy, baket lumayo ako ng ilan days sakanya but she texted me again for sex, she's a bitch indeed.

Pumunta naman ako sa location na sinabi sakin ni Yxia at nagkita naman kami she had a different aura she still have that long hair straight curly at the bottom and she looks blooming. I feel like I'm falling for her? Is this one of the writer doing? Ofcourse even my feelings for September my bonding with her my friendship with the others is all connected.

"May gusto ka muna puntahan bago tayo dumiretso doon Shawnee?" Tinanong ako ni Yxia "well wala naman ako gustong puntahan" sabi ko sakanya at napangiti naman siya.

"May papakilala ako sayo susunod sana naging close mo sila" sabi ni Yxia "sino naman yun?" I asked her. "My other friends..." sabi niya at nag smile "ok sure" tipid kong sinabi at nanglaki mata ko makita may namatay nanaman doon sa dulo at nakita ko si Theon nag wawave ng hand sakin.

Well it's a part of our life being controlled like this "hey what's wrong baket parang ang lungkot mo ngayon?" She asked me "I want to do this" and I keep putting my finger in my hands.