Rich to Ghetto?

recovery and coming clean

The next day i wake up late around 12:30 which is very odd for me when i wake up i see malik it takes my mind a second to realize its him in the time being i go into a complete panic mood and freak out. Malik stands up and i calm down and realize its him "sit its okay" i look at him "im sorry i just panicked" he gently hugs me and  collapse into his arms and begin to cry "I am so sorry i didn't go with you i knew i should of and i can't believe i feel asleep i am so sorry!" i look up and he whips away my tears "dont be sorry its not your fault i shouldn't of insisted on going" i keep looking at his hollow drained eyes and he nods "Did you get any sleep?"  i ask in nothing more then a whisper "No not since we've gotten home" i shrug "why" he holds me tighter "i couldn't keep my eyes off of you i was so scared" i hug him "i'm fine i promise... but im going to get up and eat" he smiles shyly "okay i think Trevon wanted you to go and help find Emily a house" i smile and kiss his cheek "sounds great" as i walk out to the living room Emily and Trevon are sitting on the couch talking and giggling i smile and walk up behind them "give me like 15 mins and i will be ready sorry for sleeping in so late it was a LONG night" Em turns around "its fine we are going to get lunch 1st so you can just get dressed" i smile and look down at what i a wearing then turn back to my room to get dressed

once we get to the restaurant the real estate agent shows up to eat with us and talk about what kind of house we are looking for and if we have a particular school district. "well i want to go to Clements High school" Emily tells the lady she smiles "Perfect how many bedroom will you need?" Emily looks down at your Stomach then at Trevon "well i am having twins." Trevons mouth drops and does mine he clears his throat "wait i thought we were having a baby?" she smiles and puts her hand on his knee "Baby we will talk about this later" he scouts down in his seat clearly nervous. The real estate lady smiles  "Congratulations!" Em smiles a thank you " So i was thinking maybe a 2 or 3 bedroom house and i want at least a 2 bathroom please and a full kitchen no apartments or anything like that." the lady smiles alright "Well whenever you are ready we can go look"

As we arrive to the 1st house the neighborhood looks pretty nice.. nicer then most around here at least. When we walk in the house looks nice and comes with furniture Emily and trevon look around as i look at the kitchen and living room Emily comes out smiling i really like this house everything is so nice! but i think the basement might be an issue with little ones.." mrs. hope (the real esate lady) smiles warmly "there are child proof locks" Em quickly straightens up and smiles well i really like this one about how much is it? "it would be $300.00 a month that covers utilitys and cable" i smile and look at trevon holding her hand and resting his hand on her stomach he smiles at her "you want it?" she smiles i think so but can we look at a few more ?"  Mrs. Hope smiles of corse! ------------Looking around the next house Emily is a little frighten the neighbor next store is a convicted felon for child molesting and drug dealing that is not going to fly with her babies in the house so she politely tells the lady we want the 1st house. i look at emily in amazement she is already maturing so much and doing whats best for her  kids before they are her. i look over to Trevon will you be moving in with Emily? i ask he shrugs "well mom said if she wanted until the babies come she could stay with us.. but we dont have a lot of room and mom said that we'd talk about me moving in because she will need help with the kids and what not but she wants to make sure we both stay in school" he says to me but looking at emily. Emily's face brightens "babe if you can stay with me that would be amazing!" i look around awkwardly and waiting to go home i feel really panicky. when trevon looks at all i see is his lips moving i hear nothing and the room starts to spin and i feel like im going fall down but i cant move or talk my chest begins to tighten and i reach out trevon but i cant 

"Briley!! Briley!!!! BRILEY!!!" i wake up in the hospital shaking with iv's in my arms and a breathing tube in my nose with a oxygen mask. i sit up and then fall back down feeling dizzy. "what happened" i ask scared trevon looks at me and then at a sleeping emily "you just pasted out in the house just out of no where i was asking you if you liked the 1st house and if you were okay but you didnt respond then you collapsed." i look at him and tears swell up "i can't tell you.." he looks at me "what happened last night?" i begin to cry he comes over and hold my hand "Briley please tell i want to help you" his voice sounding hoarse "last night i went to get my phone and this guy tried making me ha-ha-have s-s-s-sex  w-w-w-with  h-h-him" he squeezes my hand tightly " i am so--" the door flys open cutting him off mid sentence and malik flys in with mrs. D right behind him he hugs me "oh my god are you okay?!?!?! Do you need anything? Briley answer me!!" i cough trying to breath and mrs. D says "i think your crushing her sweetheart"  as soon as he loosens his grip i tell him im fine i just had a panic attack i look at D ashamed of myself knowing i have to tell her we snuck out last night. D looks at me "why did you have a panick attack." i take a deep breath knowing this is where i come clean but its not like we did anything wrong besides get my phone she cant get to mad right? "Yesterday when i went and hung out with Thomas my phone got stolen i tracked it down and i wanted it back thinking they may have grabbed it by accident so i didnt want to go to the police with it when i can solve it my self. so last night after the movie i went to get my phone and malik insisted on me staying home but i convinced him to let me go and he said fine but hes going with me so he knows im okay. so once we drove over to the place i asked him to stay in the car her argued for a minute but i begged him then i went in and this guys friend came over and asked how much..i was.. and he tried making me have sex with him" i say shakily