Not so Married (SLOW UPDATE)

Chapter 3

"I am wearing ours. You should too."

My gaze dropped on her ring finger. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko nang makita ang suot nyang singsing. It was made with diamond at kaparehong kapareho iyon ng akin.

It was given to me when I signed the papers for our marriage but I never wore it. Tinago ko lang iyon because I never really took everything seriously.

Pasimple akong lumunok at sinamaan siya ng tingin. Naiinis ako dahil hindi ako mapakali!

"Why would I? I will file an annulment. Then we'll settle our divorcement in the US as soon as I take over my parents' business." I stated. Her brows furrowed pero agad na bumalik sa walang kwentang expression sa mukha niya.

"That's not happening." Malamig na aniya.

"At bakit hindi? Just sign the papers like you signed for our so called marriage." I mocked.

Nakakainis kasi kung bakit kailangan pang ikasal at sakanya pa talaga. I just couldn't bear the idea that I am married. I never wanted any of this. Ayoko pang magsettle, ayoko ng commitment, I just want to enjoy my life.

"I said no." She sternly remarked as she starts the engine again.

"Ano ba ang mahirap intindihin sa gusto ko ha? Why can't you just let things my way? As if naman gusto mong matali sa'kin. We're both girls for pete's sake!"

"And so if we're both women?" Malamig na sabi niya at humigpit ang hawak sa manibela.

I know there is nothing wrong with it. But it is just not for me. I don't fantisize someone with something that I already have! I mean look at us, we both have boobs and a freakin' pussy!

Gusto ko yung may abs at mahaba at matabang ano.. Basta! That is my preference. No one can change that. I am straight for goodness sake.

"We don't love each other. Isn't that enough for us to go separate ways? Kung pumapatol ka sa babae, then that's you, I won't judge you. Pero hindi tayo talo, okay? Lalaki ang gusto ko." I frustratingly stated.

"Okay." She agreed. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang marinig 'yon.

"You'll sign the agreement?" My face lit up in hope.

"No." Malamig na sagot nya.

"Putangina naman."

Hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili namapamura. Nakakainis naman kasi! I really thought papayag na siya. Para saan pa ang okay niya? Ano empathy ganon? Edi putangina talaga.

Muntik na akong masubsub sa dashboard sa biglaang pag apak niya sa preno.

"What is your problem?! Balak mo bang patayin ako?!" Galit ko siyang binalingan pero agad napalitan ng pagkalito at paghanga nang makita ang pagkinang ng kanyang mga mata at may unting ngiting nakaporma sa mga labi niya.

This is the first time to see other expression she makes other than blank and emotionless face she always wear kaya hindi ko maiwasan mapatitig.

I was caught off guard when she reached for my cheek, gently caressing it. I was completely bamboozled.

Gusto ko siyang itulak at hawiin ang kamay niya. Pero wala akong makapa na kahit anong lakas para gawin yun.

Kalat sa buong sasakyan niya ang pabango niya tapos ngayon na ang lapit niya sa akin ay parang hinihigop niya ang lahat ng ere. Hindi ako makahinga.

"God you're sexy when you curse. Say it again." She said in a hush tone. I gulped at that.

"C'mon darling—" I pushed her back to her seat.