8/15. I had a panic moment where I wanted to delete every, so I unpublished my previous diary and wanted to start new. So here I am with my new.
8/17 @ 1:30am. I can't sleep. All last week . exhausted at 10pm now its 1am and not a bit tired.
Still up at 3am
8/18 @ 1am. I'm convinced my life and brain is fucked up forever.
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8/28. His name has been brought up a lot recently. Ohmygosh, there's so much to update and unpack. *mental note to come back update this shit*