...and I'm crying to arcane again.
..you ended up being Vi. You left me.
But..
It's okay.. I'll show them. I will show them all.
Fuck needing people. Fuck this shit. Fuck being alone.
I'm so alone.
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I struggle with wanting to harm myself. I promise you that I wouldn't. But I missed the feeling. I don't even feel you anymore. I missed the sting... I miss you so much. I hate you.
I'm sorry I broke our promise. :)
Because pain in the body quiets the pain in the mind
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I feel guilt in my chest. I don't know why..or what I'm even guilty of.. I'm sorry.
