There's so much I want to tell you, but so little I want to type...
I only come here to feel closer to you.
... yes, I'm still thinking of you. It's fucking stupid. I don't let myself forget. I try to remember every detail.. I hate myself for it.
I guess in this area of my life, I just wished none of it happened, so I could still have you in my life. You were my best friend.. you just knew- you just understood- and now I'm just a broken record trying to remember..
I'm sorry for all of this. Truthfully ignore all this. My brain is just rambling.. I just wish I had a sign if I should even update this anymore..
