When you feel your heart wanting to break into a thousand pieces. The feeling of having the same memory in your head over and over again. Sometimes it was a feeling that could be managed. And other times, the pain is so unbearable that you just want to let go of it all. That was currently how I was feeling with my breakup to Jeremiah Fisher.
When me and Jeremiah had our break which he took as a breakup, I never thought he would cheat on me. He was always kind and wanted to help. Always willing to put a smile on my face. He was like a big kid.
But, then, there was his older brother. Conrad was the boy who I was with first. My love in my junior year of high school. We loved each other, felt things for one another that was completely out of this world. And the things we experienced together were nothing short of perfect. But when our breakup turned up on my junior prom day, things had completely changed.
When the breakup had happened, I had relied on my older brother, Steven, a lot. He was there while my mother was at the Fisher's residence to take care of Susannah. Steven did a lot for me. He passed on tissues, against his will watched movies that even made him cry, and he was mostly just there. It was thanks to him that I had finally managed to graduate junior year of high school with good grades. And now, I was at his place yet again, sitting on his couch. This time, about the other brother.
"I am so sorry," Steven said handing Belly a box of tissues as Belly just exhaled.
"I feel like an idiot," Belly said burying her face in her hands.
"Belly, it's okay, at least, this time..." Steven said as he tried to think of a way to comfort his sister.
Break-ups were one of the few things that Steven wasn't good in. When he and his girlfriend, Taylor, broke up just months ago it felt like his world was shattering. And now he had to deal with Belly's breakup with the second Fisher brother.
"I told Jeremiah I'm not going back to Finch. What am I going to do?" Belly asked.
"Belly, maybe you just need to head back to Cousins and think. You've always managed to find some kind of comfort in that place. try it, and see if you have some clarity," Steven said as Belly exhaled.
"Maybe that is the best thing I can do right now," Belly said.
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The Summer We Reunited {Bonrad}
FanfictionBelly Conklin made her decision two years ago, and she stood by it, until that decision caused her world to crumble down.