I'm so young
So so so young
Definitely not ready for kids
I want them, trust me but not now
But there's something in me
That every time I take a test, just to be cautious
Wishes it's positive
Hopes for it
And when it's not
That part breaks
And a numbness takes it
I don't know what that part of me is there
I wouldn't have it, if it was positive
That's my reality
So why do I hope for that pain?
