hate letters to the one I love

flip a coin

You are not who I thought you were. I thought I found my best friend in you. I thought no matter what you'd stand up for me because I'm here more than anyone else in your life. I've moved mental mountains for you, I've shared everything, every time, and everyone with you. I was vulnerable around you. I let you see a side of me so few have. I was never selfish to you, what's mine is yours, where I am you will be, I want to share the best and worst parts of myself, of my life with you. I would never leave you behind for anything or anyone. If it only benefits me then it's not happening. I would never do something you say is hurting you, I'd never put you in an uncomfortable position and ask you to deal with it if I could make it go away. I gave my all to you over and over again. I wish that you'd stand up for me and be that man, that man you say you are when you're fucking me. Be that person that gives more of a fuck about hurting the one person who is there day in and out over someone who isn't. A person that doesn't take my time or my efforts for granted. A person that asked for his feelings to be reciprocated but also reciprocates back.